CHAPTER 13 - "WHAT IS MY PURPOSE"

CHAPTER 13 - "WHAT IS MY PURPOSE?"

   In 2004, after I received all the prophesies on "Vulcan is Going to Fall", I started feeling an overwhelming sense of responsibility.  I wondered what do I do with all this information.  So I asked God "what is my purpose?"  I started searching places to find my purpose.  I even took a class from the "Life Purpose Institute" with six other women on the phone for six weeks.  The cost was $3000, she sent me several large binders full of ways to find your purpose and what you love to do.  Lots of material on how to then plan goals and market yourself to have a business doing what you love to do.  I was a little frustrated with the class at first, she only asked a lot of questions.  I wanted her to tell me about me.  And really the class teaches how to ask the right questions to search yourself for the right answers.   So what I found out was my purpose was to help others find their purpose.  I seek identity, so once I find who I am; I need to help others find who they are.  Or else I cease to be me.  I love to do it, I do it naturally where ever I go.  I really enjoyed this time with these very professional women and all that I learned.  God also led me to pick up a book called "Please Help Me Understand Me II" by David Keirsey.  Its about temperament, character and intelligence.  After taking the self test in the book, I found that I was a "Champion Idealist."  I have never found any other source that could explain and know me so well.   When you are asking God what your purpose is, He will use all kinds of different ways to show you.  God gave me the words "tiny bubbles" one day, and I still don't know what that means.  Except that He showed me the front page of a Discovery Magazine about tiny bubbles of methane gas coming up from the sea floor.   So keep an open mind and be looking for His answers, and write them down.
   So although the "Please Help Me Understand Me" book was good and I could relate a lot of the descriptions about me to God's word; I still wasn't satisfied.  Remember the travailing that began in 1995?  What is that about?  I knew it was God and not me.  I knew it was doing something in the spirit realm, but what?   He had been showing me bits and pieces of what it is over the years.  I have told many people over the years that I am a Prophet and so I believe that when the travailing started in 1995 is when the beginning of sorrows started, as stated in Matt 24:4-8  And Jesus answered and said to them, "See to it that no one misleads you for many will come in My name, saying "I am the Christ,' and will mislead many.  "And you will be hearing of wars and rumors of wars; see that you are not frightened, for those things must take place, but that is not yet the end.  "For nation shall rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom, and in various places there will be famines and earthquakes.  "But all these things are merely the beginning of BIRTH PANGS."  And God also gave me the scripture Is 54 "Shout for joy, O barren one, you who have borne no child; break forth into joyful shouting and cry aloud, you who have not TRAVAILED; for the sons of the desolate  one will be more numerous than the sons of the married woman, says the Lord.  Enlarge the place of your tent, stretch out the curtains of your dwellings, spare not; lengthen your cords, and strengthen your pegs.  For you will spread abroad to the right and to the left.  And your descendants will possess nations, and they will resettle the desolate cities."
   Around this time period, I had heard a sermon about Numbers 21:6-9 - 6 And the Lord sent fiery serpents among the people and they bit the people, so that many people of Israel died. 7 So the people came to Moses and said, "We have  sinned, because we have spoken against the Lord and you; intercede with the Lord, that He may remove the serpents from us."  And Moses interceded for the people. 8 Then the Lord said to Moses, "Make a fiery serpent, and set it on a standard; and it shall come about, that everyone who is bitten, when he looks at it, he shall live."  9 And Moses made a bronze serpent and set it on the standard; and it came about, that if a serpent bit any man, when he looked to the bronze serpent, he lived.   And I asked God the questions, "why a rod, and why a bronze serpent."  Because I thought serpents were symbolic of evil.  In my research, I found that many medical organizations use a symbol of a rod with two snakes around it and topped by a pair of wings which is the caduceus of the Greek God Hermes (Roman Mercury).   Messenger of the gods, inventor of magical incantations, conductor of the dead and protector of merchants and thieves.  It is taken from the Greek Karykeion the herald's staff.  The caduceus was the magic staff of Hermes.  Hermes in Greek mythology is the Olympian god of BOUNDARIES and the travelers who CROSS them, of shephards and cowherds, of orators and wit, of literature and poets, of athletics, of  WEIGHTS AND MEASURES and invention and COMMERCE.  Also the inventor of fire and invented a lyre out of a tortoise shell.  The word herma relates to "a BOUNDARY STONE, CROSSING POINT."  Hermes embodied the spirit of crossing over.  He was seen to be manifest in any kind of interchange, transfer, transcendence, transition, transit or traversal, all of which involve some form of crossing over.  This explains his connection with interchanges of goods, words, and information involved in trade, interpreting, oratory, writing--with the way in which the wind may transfer objects from one place to another, and with the transition to the afterlife.  Hermes was also the first teacher of Alchemy.  NO I DO NOT WORSHIP MYTHOLOGICAL GODS..NOR SHOULD YOU.  I have never in the past been interested in them, God used them to show me what He is doing.  I am going somewhere, just as God does if you keep following.   Keep your eyes on what God wants to show you, your main focus is the Holy Spirit.  Okay, so lets move on.   Hermes is likened unto the Roman god of Mercury who was a major god of TRADE, profit and COMMERCE, the son of Maia Maiestas and JUPITER.  His name is related to the latin word merx (merchandise, merchant, commerce etc).  Mercury  has a lot to do with science also and the planet Mercury.  The word mercurial refers to something erratic, VOLATILE OR UNSTABLE, derived from Mercury's swift flights from place to place.  Mercury had about the same aspects as Hermes, wearing winged SHOES talaria and winged hat and carrying the caduceus, a herald's staff with two serpents around it.  He was often seen with a cockerel, herald of the new day, a ram, symbolizing fertility, and a tortoise referring to Mercury's invention of the lyre from a tortoise shell.  He was a messenger god and a god of trade, particularly of the GRAIN TRADE.  He was also considered a god of abundance and commercial success, particularly in Gaul.
   Julius Caesar wrote of Mercury being the most popular god in Britain and Gaul, regarded as the inventor of all the arts.  Mercury was equated with the Celtic god of LUGUS, and in this respect was commonly seen with Celtic goddess Rosmerta.  Although Lugus may originally have been a god of light or the sun, similar to the Roman Apollo, his importance as a god of TRADE AND COMMERCE made him more comparable to Mercury.  Mercury was also strongly associated with the Germanic god WOTAN, the two as being the same.  Described as the chief god of the Germanic peoples.  Mercury was sometimes portrayed with three heads, as a triune god.  Mercury is given primary rulership over all things magical.  This may be due to Mercury's association with ODIN, who is the head of the Norse pantheon.
   In the next chapter, I will tell what God showed me about my purpose and the travailing.   And now at this point, you are learning how to pick out and discern key words.  When I am researching a thing, I will come across something that just seems to be lit up; as if a light shined on it.  Kind of like sitting in a classroom of other people listening to a teaching and then all of a sudden the teacher calls on you or looks at you.  He's got your attention, out of all the other words spoken, you will remember the ones when he looked at you or called on you.  Remember that feeling.  To me it feels the same when
God is saying to me "look at this, pay attention."  I am not after mythological gods, I am after the hidden treasure that will bring me more understanding of the Lord God Almighty and what He is doing.  I did not on my own wandering go to purposely seek out mythological gods.  My God who I have learned to trust led me there.  And so I am still focused on and following God Almighty who has consistently given me wisdom and prophecy.   Prophets are subject to other prophets, so I keep in tune to other prophetic voices that I have been listening to and proving over 25 years.  God has many times shown me things through or by a source that was not traditional or mainstream, and it has turned out to be prophetic.  And I learned how to follow His leading a little at a time.  So this may be a huge leap for you to be reading about mythological gods.  Anything you are drawn to or more passionate about than our Lord Jesus Christ, you should not be going there.  We are here to learn about prophecy, and that's all.  And then we move on, wherever God is moving. 
   Next chapter gets more into the meat of what God wants to show us, see you there.