CHAPTER 16 - THROUGH THE WATER

CHAPTER 16 - THROUGH THE WATER

   I have been receiving so much more revelation knowledge in these past few months.  I started writing my blog about 5 months ago.  Have not watched any television, but have been on facebook and writing my blog.  A few months ago, my eye started bothering me.  Its was as if a very bright light was shining in it, almost blinding.  And then after I stumbled upon the Astronomy Club outside our local library, with their telescopes set up to look at the sun; I have had more problems.  The Club assured me that their telescopes were set up to safely look at the sun.  They were big and looked professional grade.  So I looked at the sun, and the next day, they're were two pretty large looking ink dots in my left eye.  So I looked it up on internet, and it said to never look at the sun through a telescope or binoculars.  UGH!  So I waited a week and then went to eye doctor.  At this point the black dots were spreading out, like  a drop of ink in water.  I was seeing bubbles in my eye, as if it were under water.  I know, weird!   Anyway, eye doctor said that my retina is starting to tear away allowing fluid behind my eye.  I have been back to eye Doctor several times to watch it.  It is getting better but please pray for my eyes.  I don't know if I could completely blame it on the telescope because I was having some problems of bright light in  my eye before that.  Maybe its down in a deep well...right?...
   I have more to tell before this story, but because of the recent news on the Brexit (Britain Exits the E.U) I need to tell this story.  Twenty years ago, God told me that He has made me a MOTHER OF MANY NATIONS.  I had miracles of deliverance and sold and gave away all my belongings to follow Him.  And a supernatural noise of travail comes out of me when I am stirred up in the spirit.  I am a prophet and God has been showing me much about water breaking loose.  That underground rivers were going to break forth.  I have told many times over the years that the earth is in travail and that the waters will break as a woman who gives birth.  The water breaks first before the baby comes.  I asked God what my purpose was in 2005 and God showed me how my last name was connected to the City of Carlisle in England.  And that the mythological God of Odin (which is the root word for TRAVAIL) is strong in the City of Carlisle.  There was a curse put on City of Carlisle in the 1500's by the Archbishop Dunbar from Glasgow.  In 2001 that curse was engraved on a 14 ton boulder and put in the museum in the City of Carlisle.  The United States had 911 happen in 2001.  I prayed for the City of Carlisle and for the curse to be broken and Cumbria England was also being flooded with water like they have not been flooded since the 1800's. 
   Then my life goes on (fill you in later).  And in 2013 a 2" cancerous tumor was found in my colon, I had to have 7 inches of my colon taken out.  And when I was in the hospital, my house was being broke into by thieves.  While I was supposed to be rested and healing, I was selling and giving away my belongings to move again.  The whole thing was trauma, trauma.  Anyway, I got mad at God.  I gave Him my life.  I have not even so much as kissed a man, or dated in 20 years; and I know my God is able to keep me.  He has been my husband, lover and provider for 20 years.  And now I am feeling betrayed by my husband.   After about a year of healing and not going to church; I go back to a little church here in Sierra Vista.  God used them to minister to me and build me back up, praise God.  He was faithful every time I went, to speak to me and assure me that He hasn't left me. 
   Although I was consistently going back to church, I was still feeling angry and bitter.  I would say things under my breath everywhere I went; nasty comments about people.  I hated it, and I wasn't like that before I was sick.  So I started praying for Father God to forgive me and help me because I didn't want to be angry and bitter.  I asked for Him to forgive me for being angry at Him, and after many months of praying there was still no change.  Around Thanksgiving time in 2015, God told me to look up Skyway Church in Goodyear Phx AZ.  That was the church where my daughter attended preschool in 1996 and the place where God touched me supernaturally to set me free.   So after looking them up I am in awe of how they are preaching about everything God had been showing me.  And there guest speaker Chuck Pierce was speaking about curses which led me once again to pray over the City of Carlisle again.  After many times of fervent prayer for that curse to be broken, one night while sleeping, my bed started violently vibrating while I was paralyzed and could not speak or move.  Went on for several seconds.  After that, I knew that things were happening in the spirit realm concerning this curse. And when I looked up Cumbria news in December of 2015 they were being flooded with water again, like they have not been flooded since 2005.  I continued to watch Skyway live every week and see that people from all over, different states, were going there to get baptized because they were getting touched by God.  A couple months before I even looked them up, I was at a yard sale and bought 3 long 7" spikes that look like huge nails.  I didn't even know why I bought them, but I did.  And while watching Skyway church, they were talking about how 2016 is the Hebrew year of 5776, which represents the year of Gods eye and the spike or nail.  And Pastor Greg pulls out a spike that looks exactly like the ones I had bought at that yard sale.  And He hands them out to his congregation to go and spike the land and claim it for the kingdom of God.  And He mentions a scripture that God gave me many years ago; Isaiah 54 - "Sing, O barren, thou that didst, not bear; break forth into singing, and cry aloud, thou that didst not TRAVAIL with child; for more are the children of the desolate than the children of the married wife, saith the Lord. 2- Enlarge the place of thy tent and let them stretch forth the curtains of thine habitations; spare not, lengthen thy cords and strengthen thy stakes; 3- For thou shalt break forth on the right hand and on the left; and thy seed shall inherit the Gentiles, and make the desolate cities to be inhabited.  
   I knew I needed a fresh touch from God so  I called them up and asked them to put me on their list to be baptized.  And I said, "oh by the way, I am from Sierra Vista is there anyone there I can stay the night with?"  And she said no that she couldn't think of anyone but that I could stay with her.  She didn't know me and I didn't know her, so that was very kind of her.  Meanwhile, I prepare for my trip and make a copy of all the BORDER RIEVERS NAMES that were originally cursed by the City of Carlisle curse and I made a copy of all of England and the 1069 word curse to bring with me.  I also prepared my offering $320 and brought one of my spikes.
   On January 9th, 2016 I arrive at her house in Goodyear Phx Az.  It was a 4 hour drive from Sierra Vista Az.  It was a very nice house in a gorgeous neighborhood.  I ring the door bell and meet a retired couple of about 67 years old.  They were very nice.  I was only at her house about an hour and had told her a little bit about me.  How I had cancer about 3 years ago and I felt angry and bitter afterwards.  And then she says "okay we will pray for you."  She puts some anointing oil on my wrists and she gently puts her hands on my shoulders and prays a simple prayer of "Father God, you hear the trauma she has gone through, we ask you to deliver her from anything that came in that's not of you."  And I felt my knees buckling and a heavy weight pushing me down, so I allowed the Holy Spirit to bring me down to my knees.  And then while leaning my head on her couch, I felt that same power come all over me like it did 20 years ago.  They call it slain in the spirit.  My eyes are open, I can see my body doing things and I can't stop it.  While on my knees and leaning forward with my hands and head on her couch, I could feel a deep pulling way down in my gut and then I abruptly would sit up and blow out; sounded like a loud sneeze.  And then I would fall back down until I felt that deep pulling again way down deep and then abruptly sit up and blow out.  This happened over and over for several minutes.  I could see her legs standing behind me for awhile and then they disappeared.  At one point, it was the strangest thing; I know I was delivered from a demon.  A very high pitched screeching noise came out of me.  So weird because I made no effort to push it out, it just came out.   So after a while of this going on, I got up after I felt that power release me.  And I said to myself "oh my goodness, He did it again.  He supernaturally set me free again."  Praise God.  I walked around her house to find that she was in the shower, but her husband was in a far living room watching me from a distance.  The whole thing reminded me of pulling deep hard to pull weeds.
   So the next day, I go to church with her to Skyway Church.  The message was good. they had a guest speaker who's message was on repentance, and the fire of the Holy Spirit.  THAT IS MY MESSAGE!  So I was very stirred up in the Holy Spirit.  At the end of preaching, they did altar call.  I always go to the altar when I am sure it is the Holy Spirit speaking, whether I know what I need to repent of or not.  I want to be sure I am obedient  and go to the altar and allow the Holy Spirit to search my heart.  So I go up for prayer and take the hands of an older intercessory praying couple.  They pray for me for a few minutes and I go down to my knees and start travailing.  It was one of the strongest and most supernatural travailings the Holy Spirit has done through me.   A woman came over and led me to a back office and asked me what that was about.   I could only share about the first time that it had happened to me 20 years ago while watching Alison Ward from Brownsville revival.   After I left the office and walked out in the hallway, I saw the guest speaker and said to him,  "you ask for the fire of the Holy Spirit, and when it shows up; you say "what is that?"
   So that evening they were doing baptizing.  They had 70 people to baptize that night.  It was awesome to watch all the people as they were ministered to and touched by God.  When I went in the water, I brought with me a paper copy of England and another paper copy of all the original Border Reiver names that were cursed by the Archbishop Dunbar from Glasgow.  And also a paper copy of the 1069 words of the curse and one of the 7" spikes.  I brought them all under the water with me and asked the ministers in the water to help me pray that the curse would be broken and also that now all of the names under that curse would now be FISHERS OF MEN FOR THE KINGDOM OF GOD.  What I saw after printing out all the original border reiver names was that my last name was on it AND Kilpatrick.  The Pastor of the Brownsville Revival in 1995, Pastor John Kilpatrick, he was the Pastor of the church and was standing next to Alison Ward speak when I flew out of my chair travailing for the first time.  So there is a definite connection spiritually.   Both of us on that list of border reivers...weird!
   Monday morning I packed my clothes, cleaned my room and her bathroom and I was just about to say to her thank you and head home; when she says "Laurie, do you know what a soul tie is?"  And I said "I think so."  And she explained that it is when a person or thing takes a piece of you and you take a piece of it, and she asked if I can think of any.  I said "the only thing I can think of is the vision God gave me 20 years ago of a little girl in a red dress standing next to a door that was only open a couple inches."  I had seen that vision twice while at her house.  So she gets the oil out again and says "lets pray."  So she says a simple prayer again and then says to me "Laurie now I want you to open that door."  And I look up and say "oh, I don't think I can."  And she says again "open the door Laurie."  And I finally say "okay I'm in" and she asks "what do you see?"  I said "I see hands slapping me in the face, back and forth.  They keep slapping me and laughing at me and mocking me."  And she asked "do you see a face," and I didn't, just hands.  Then she said "Laurie, your dad abused your mom when you were in the womb and you think it was your fault.  Your dad was only acting out of his own pain and it wasn't your fault.  Now raise your arms out, hug your dad and forgive him."  So after some crying and hesitation, I lifted my arms and hugged my dad and forgave him.  And like a little girl, I said "I want to see your face daddy, I want to see your face."  She then says to me "okay now Laurie, I want you to take that door off the hinges.  Now take it outside and sit on it and Jesus is sitting on it with you; (and she giggles because of what the Holy Spirit showed her to tell me), now slide down the hill."  Wow, so now every time I see that little girl, she is free.  My friend asked me to go to her bathroom and look in the mirror.  And she had a list on a paper and she told me to look at myself and repeat after her; I am beautiful, I have beautiful eyes, my feet are beautiful, my hair is beautiful, I am smart, I am loved, I am worthy etc....A long list of things that God says about me to fill the empty places where I have been cleaned.   I had a four hour drive home and when I made it home, it felt like I was only driving a half hour.
   That night, when I climbed into bed I text my daughter telling her goodnight when I felt a wind on me.  I text my daughter and told her I needed to go around the house and check for any windows or doors open.  I found nothing undone or broken so I went back to bed, and still I felt the wind.  So I just asked my daughter to pray for me and went to sleep.  The next day, the Lord told me to look up Pastor John Kilpatrick from the Brownsville revival.  His most recent message was on how the winds of the Holy Spirit are blowing on you now to set you free.  Wow, I was in awe how God set that up.  And Pastor Kilpatricks messages before the "Wind" series was on "Being delivered from the Orphan Spirit."  God has done that so many times in my life, He will do a thing and then back up and show me what He did.  So that He gets all the credit, I would not want it any other way. 
   My friend sends me a text a few days later and sends me the information to go to a deliverance seminar their church is having in two weeks.  Why didn't God just set it up for me to go to that seminar?  So now, I knew I had to go back and make sure I was done.  I went to the seminar, and it was good.  Lots of renouncing, rebuking and cutting off unclean spirits.  I wanted to stay for the whole day and didn't want to miss anything.  They had a line of ministers that we could go up and ask for prayer, so I waited my turn in the line.  When I got touched, fell to the floor and started to laugh and laugh with a deep belly laugh.  Felt like I was being tickled from the inside out.  It seemed to be contagious, they other women started laughing too.   It was getting dark about now, and I was hoping to be home before dark.  I started driving home and I only had an hour left before I made it home and I couldn't make it.  So I pulled over at a Hotel, paid for a room and when I went to close my door; it wouldn't close.  I tried and tried and it wouldn't close.  So I looked all over that door until I see the middle hinge on the door was completely off one side of the door with these long screws hanging out keeping it from closing.  So I get frustrated because I am so tired and go to the front desk and  ask them to just take that hinge all the way off and they can repair it tomorrow.  Afterwards, I am in front of the bathroom mirror and remember her prayer...to take the door off the hinges.  God is awesome, He confirmed for me that He was indeed opening that door and never to be shut again.  The next day, I had lunch with a friend and told her this story.  Right after lunch I went to a clients house to clean and opened her shower door and it came completely off in my hands.  I tried to put it back on and I couldn't.  I had to just lean it in the shower.  God is so awesome.  Signs, wonders, words, pastors, friends, etc...He worked it all out so wonderfully.  I feel so loved again.  Praise God, He is a good good daddy.    But this just isn't about me.  I am a prophet and my life is prophetic.  For whoever has eyes to see and ears to hear what Father God is doing.   So I pray for your eyes to be open to see how God also wants to set you free.  It is time, it is due time for us to be free and restored.  Do not miss out on your own deliverance and restoration.  Press into Father God, don't give up.  And listen for His directions.  So many times, He will be telling you to do something, or go somewhere to get your miracle.    There is a place, and it's the CROSS.  Go there and receive His mercy and love. 
   PROPHETIC WORD -  A couple years ago, God gave me this word.   Because of the shift in the  magnetic field; the power is going to go out.  This will effect the hippocampus part of our brain, and THEN we will remember how to get back to where we came from.  And God says, all eyes on England.  I wrote these words down in a text and sent it out to all my friends on facebook a couple months ago.  So with everything God is showing me about England and this prophetic word; I am so excited to see what happens next with England.  The good thing is that they are reclaiming their independence and America will follow suit.  Because that is where we came from.  America will remember how to get back to where she came from.  Praise God!   The last prophecy God gave me was - There will be an explosion of power in June, and then we will move fast.