CHAPTER 16 - THROUGH THE WATER
I have been receiving so much more revelation knowledge in these past few months. I started writing my blog about 5 months ago. Have not watched any television, but have been on facebook and writing my blog. A few months ago, my eye started bothering me. Its was as if a very bright light was shining in it, almost blinding. And then after I stumbled upon the Astronomy Club outside our local library, with their telescopes set up to look at the sun; I have had more problems. The Club assured me that their telescopes were set up to safely look at the sun. They were big and looked professional grade. So I looked at the sun, and the next day, they're were two pretty large looking ink dots in my left eye. So I looked it up on internet, and it said to never look at the sun through a telescope or binoculars. UGH! So I waited a week and then went to eye doctor. At this point the black dots were spreading out, like a drop of ink in water. I was seeing bubbles in my eye, as if it were under water. I know, weird! Anyway, eye doctor said that my retina is starting to tear away allowing fluid behind my eye. I have been back to eye Doctor several times to watch it. It is getting better but please pray for my eyes. I don't know if I could completely blame it on the telescope because I was having some problems of bright light in my eye before that. Maybe its down in a deep well...right?...
I have more to tell before this story, but because of the recent news on the Brexit (Britain Exits the E.U) I need to tell this story. Twenty years ago, God told me that He has made me a MOTHER OF MANY NATIONS. I had miracles of deliverance and sold and gave away all my belongings to follow Him. And a supernatural noise of travail comes out of me when I am stirred up in the spirit. I am a prophet and God has been showing me much about water breaking loose. That underground rivers were going to break forth. I have told many times over the years that the earth is in travail and that the waters will break as a woman who gives birth. The water breaks first before the baby comes. I asked God what my purpose was in 2005 and God showed me how my last name was connected to the City of Carlisle in England. And that the mythological God of Odin (which is the root word for TRAVAIL) is strong in the City of Carlisle. There was a curse put on City of Carlisle in the 1500's by the Archbishop Dunbar from Glasgow. In 2001 that curse was engraved on a 14 ton boulder and put in the museum in the City of Carlisle. The United States had 911 happen in 2001. I prayed for the City of Carlisle and for the curse to be broken and Cumbria England was also being flooded with water like they have not been flooded since the 1800's.
Then my life goes on (fill you in later). And in 2013 a 2" cancerous tumor was found in my colon, I had to have 7 inches of my colon taken out. And when I was in the hospital, my house was being broke into by thieves. While I was supposed to be rested and healing, I was selling and giving away my belongings to move again. The whole thing was trauma, trauma. Anyway, I got mad at God. I gave Him my life. I have not even so much as kissed a man, or dated in 20 years; and I know my God is able to keep me. He has been my husband, lover and provider for 20 years. And now I am feeling betrayed by my husband. After about a year of healing and not going to church; I go back to a little church here in Sierra Vista. God used them to minister to me and build me back up, praise God. He was faithful every time I went, to speak to me and assure me that He hasn't left me.
Although I was consistently going back to church, I was still feeling angry and bitter. I would say things under my breath everywhere I went; nasty comments about people. I hated it, and I wasn't like that before I was sick. So I started praying for Father God to forgive me and help me because I didn't want to be angry and bitter. I asked for Him to forgive me for being angry at Him, and after many months of praying there was still no change. Around Thanksgiving time in 2015, God told me to look up Skyway Church in Goodyear Phx AZ. That was the church where my daughter attended preschool in 1996 and the place where God touched me supernaturally to set me free. So after looking them up I am in awe of how they are preaching about everything God had been showing me. And there guest speaker Chuck Pierce was speaking about curses which led me once again to pray over the City of Carlisle again. After many times of fervent prayer for that curse to be broken, one night while sleeping, my bed started violently vibrating while I was paralyzed and could not speak or move. Went on for several seconds. After that, I knew that things were happening in the spirit realm concerning this curse. And when I looked up Cumbria news in December of 2015 they were being flooded with water again, like they have not been flooded since 2005. I continued to watch Skyway live every week and see that people from all over, different states, were going there to get baptized because they were getting touched by God. A couple months before I even looked them up, I was at a yard sale and bought 3 long 7" spikes that look like huge nails. I didn't even know why I bought them, but I did. And while watching Skyway church, they were talking about how 2016 is the Hebrew year of 5776, which represents the year of Gods eye and the spike or nail. And Pastor Greg pulls out a spike that looks exactly like the ones I had bought at that yard sale. And He hands them out to his congregation to go and spike the land and claim it for the kingdom of God. And He mentions a scripture that God gave me many years ago; Isaiah 54 - "Sing, O barren, thou that didst, not bear; break forth into singing, and cry aloud, thou that didst not TRAVAIL with child; for more are the children of the desolate than the children of the married wife, saith the Lord. 2- Enlarge the place of thy tent and let them stretch forth the curtains of thine habitations; spare not, lengthen thy cords and strengthen thy stakes; 3- For thou shalt break forth on the right hand and on the left; and thy seed shall inherit the Gentiles, and make the desolate cities to be inhabited.
I knew I needed a fresh touch from God so I called them up and asked them to put me on their list to be baptized. And I said, "oh by the way, I am from Sierra Vista is there anyone there I can stay the night with?" And she said no that she couldn't think of anyone but that I could stay with her. She didn't know me and I didn't know her, so that was very kind of her. Meanwhile, I prepare for my trip and make a copy of all the BORDER RIEVERS NAMES that were originally cursed by the City of Carlisle curse and I made a copy of all of England and the 1069 word curse to bring with me. I also prepared my offering $320 and brought one of my spikes.
On January 9th, 2016 I arrive at her house in Goodyear Phx Az. It was a 4 hour drive from Sierra Vista Az. It was a very nice house in a gorgeous neighborhood. I ring the door bell and meet a retired couple of about 67 years old. They were very nice. I was only at her house about an hour and had told her a little bit about me. How I had cancer about 3 years ago and I felt angry and bitter afterwards. And then she says "okay we will pray for you." She puts some anointing oil on my wrists and she gently puts her hands on my shoulders and prays a simple prayer of "Father God, you hear the trauma she has gone through, we ask you to deliver her from anything that came in that's not of you." And I felt my knees buckling and a heavy weight pushing me down, so I allowed the Holy Spirit to bring me down to my knees. And then while leaning my head on her couch, I felt that same power come all over me like it did 20 years ago. They call it slain in the spirit. My eyes are open, I can see my body doing things and I can't stop it. While on my knees and leaning forward with my hands and head on her couch, I could feel a deep pulling way down in my gut and then I abruptly would sit up and blow out; sounded like a loud sneeze. And then I would fall back down until I felt that deep pulling again way down deep and then abruptly sit up and blow out. This happened over and over for several minutes. I could see her legs standing behind me for awhile and then they disappeared. At one point, it was the strangest thing; I know I was delivered from a demon. A very high pitched screeching noise came out of me. So weird because I made no effort to push it out, it just came out. So after a while of this going on, I got up after I felt that power release me. And I said to myself "oh my goodness, He did it again. He supernaturally set me free again." Praise God. I walked around her house to find that she was in the shower, but her husband was in a far living room watching me from a distance. The whole thing reminded me of pulling deep hard to pull weeds.
So the next day, I go to church with her to Skyway Church. The message was good. they had a guest speaker who's message was on repentance, and the fire of the Holy Spirit. THAT IS MY MESSAGE! So I was very stirred up in the Holy Spirit. At the end of preaching, they did altar call. I always go to the altar when I am sure it is the Holy Spirit speaking, whether I know what I need to repent of or not. I want to be sure I am obedient and go to the altar and allow the Holy Spirit to search my heart. So I go up for prayer and take the hands of an older intercessory praying couple. They pray for me for a few minutes and I go down to my knees and start travailing. It was one of the strongest and most supernatural travailings the Holy Spirit has done through me. A woman came over and led me to a back office and asked me what that was about. I could only share about the first time that it had happened to me 20 years ago while watching Alison Ward from Brownsville revival. After I left the office and walked out in the hallway, I saw the guest speaker and said to him, "you ask for the fire of the Holy Spirit, and when it shows up; you say "what is that?"
So that evening they were doing baptizing. They had 70 people to baptize that night. It was awesome to watch all the people as they were ministered to and touched by God. When I went in the water, I brought with me a paper copy of England and another paper copy of all the original Border Reiver names that were cursed by the Archbishop Dunbar from Glasgow. And also a paper copy of the 1069 words of the curse and one of the 7" spikes. I brought them all under the water with me and asked the ministers in the water to help me pray that the curse would be broken and also that now all of the names under that curse would now be FISHERS OF MEN FOR THE KINGDOM OF GOD. What I saw after printing out all the original border reiver names was that my last name was on it AND Kilpatrick. The Pastor of the Brownsville Revival in 1995, Pastor John Kilpatrick, he was the Pastor of the church and was standing next to Alison Ward speak when I flew out of my chair travailing for the first time. So there is a definite connection spiritually. Both of us on that list of border reivers...weird!
Monday morning I packed my clothes, cleaned my room and her bathroom and I was just about to say to her thank you and head home; when she says "Laurie, do you know what a soul tie is?" And I said "I think so." And she explained that it is when a person or thing takes a piece of you and you take a piece of it, and she asked if I can think of any. I said "the only thing I can think of is the vision God gave me 20 years ago of a little girl in a red dress standing next to a door that was only open a couple inches." I had seen that vision twice while at her house. So she gets the oil out again and says "lets pray." So she says a simple prayer again and then says to me "Laurie now I want you to open that door." And I look up and say "oh, I don't think I can." And she says again "open the door Laurie." And I finally say "okay I'm in" and she asks "what do you see?" I said "I see hands slapping me in the face, back and forth. They keep slapping me and laughing at me and mocking me." And she asked "do you see a face," and I didn't, just hands. Then she said "Laurie, your dad abused your mom when you were in the womb and you think it was your fault. Your dad was only acting out of his own pain and it wasn't your fault. Now raise your arms out, hug your dad and forgive him." So after some crying and hesitation, I lifted my arms and hugged my dad and forgave him. And like a little girl, I said "I want to see your face daddy, I want to see your face." She then says to me "okay now Laurie, I want you to take that door off the hinges. Now take it outside and sit on it and Jesus is sitting on it with you; (and she giggles because of what the Holy Spirit showed her to tell me), now slide down the hill." Wow, so now every time I see that little girl, she is free. My friend asked me to go to her bathroom and look in the mirror. And she had a list on a paper and she told me to look at myself and repeat after her; I am beautiful, I have beautiful eyes, my feet are beautiful, my hair is beautiful, I am smart, I am loved, I am worthy etc....A long list of things that God says about me to fill the empty places where I have been cleaned. I had a four hour drive home and when I made it home, it felt like I was only driving a half hour.
That night, when I climbed into bed I text my daughter telling her goodnight when I felt a wind on me. I text my daughter and told her I needed to go around the house and check for any windows or doors open. I found nothing undone or broken so I went back to bed, and still I felt the wind. So I just asked my daughter to pray for me and went to sleep. The next day, the Lord told me to look up Pastor John Kilpatrick from the Brownsville revival. His most recent message was on how the winds of the Holy Spirit are blowing on you now to set you free. Wow, I was in awe how God set that up. And Pastor Kilpatricks messages before the "Wind" series was on "Being delivered from the Orphan Spirit." God has done that so many times in my life, He will do a thing and then back up and show me what He did. So that He gets all the credit, I would not want it any other way.
My friend sends me a text a few days later and sends me the information to go to a deliverance seminar their church is having in two weeks. Why didn't God just set it up for me to go to that seminar? So now, I knew I had to go back and make sure I was done. I went to the seminar, and it was good. Lots of renouncing, rebuking and cutting off unclean spirits. I wanted to stay for the whole day and didn't want to miss anything. They had a line of ministers that we could go up and ask for prayer, so I waited my turn in the line. When I got touched, fell to the floor and started to laugh and laugh with a deep belly laugh. Felt like I was being tickled from the inside out. It seemed to be contagious, they other women started laughing too. It was getting dark about now, and I was hoping to be home before dark. I started driving home and I only had an hour left before I made it home and I couldn't make it. So I pulled over at a Hotel, paid for a room and when I went to close my door; it wouldn't close. I tried and tried and it wouldn't close. So I looked all over that door until I see the middle hinge on the door was completely off one side of the door with these long screws hanging out keeping it from closing. So I get frustrated because I am so tired and go to the front desk and ask them to just take that hinge all the way off and they can repair it tomorrow. Afterwards, I am in front of the bathroom mirror and remember her prayer...to take the door off the hinges. God is awesome, He confirmed for me that He was indeed opening that door and never to be shut again. The next day, I had lunch with a friend and told her this story. Right after lunch I went to a clients house to clean and opened her shower door and it came completely off in my hands. I tried to put it back on and I couldn't. I had to just lean it in the shower. God is so awesome. Signs, wonders, words, pastors, friends, etc...He worked it all out so wonderfully. I feel so loved again. Praise God, He is a good good daddy. But this just isn't about me. I am a prophet and my life is prophetic. For whoever has eyes to see and ears to hear what Father God is doing. So I pray for your eyes to be open to see how God also wants to set you free. It is time, it is due time for us to be free and restored. Do not miss out on your own deliverance and restoration. Press into Father God, don't give up. And listen for His directions. So many times, He will be telling you to do something, or go somewhere to get your miracle. There is a place, and it's the CROSS. Go there and receive His mercy and love.
PROPHETIC WORD - A couple years ago, God gave me this word. Because of the shift in the magnetic field; the power is going to go out. This will effect the hippocampus part of our brain, and THEN we will remember how to get back to where we came from. And God says, all eyes on England. I wrote these words down in a text and sent it out to all my friends on facebook a couple months ago. So with everything God is showing me about England and this prophetic word; I am so excited to see what happens next with England. The good thing is that they are reclaiming their independence and America will follow suit. Because that is where we came from. America will remember how to get back to where she came from. Praise God! The last prophecy God gave me was - There will be an explosion of power in June, and then we will move fast.
Wednesday, June 29, 2016
CHAPTER 15 - GODS' SOUND
CHAPTER 15 - GODS' SOUND
The mythological god of Odin is strong in Carlisle. Odin in Vines Dictionary is root word for "travailing". Lets find out about this "Odin" character. His name is related to oor, meaning "mind", "excitation," "fury" or "poetry," and his role, like many of the Norse pantheon, is complex. He is a god of wisdom, war, battle and death. He is also attested as being a god of magic, poetry, prophecy, victory and the hunt. Odin sacrificed his left eye at Mimir's spring (I have seen in various places some sources say left eye and some say right eye) in order to gain the wisdom of the ages. Odin gives to worthy poets the MEAD of inspiration. Odin is associated with the concept of the Wild Hunt, a noisy bellowing movement across the sky, LEADING A HOST OF SLAIN WARRIORS. Consistent with this, Snorri Sturluson's Prose Edda depicts Odin as welcoming the great, dead warriors who have died in battle into his hall. Valhalla, which is the hall of the slain. THE FALLEN ARE ASSEMBLED and entertained by Odin in order that they in return might fight for and support the gods in the FINAL BATTLE OF THE EARTH, Ragnarok.
He is also a god of war, appearing throughout Norse myth as the BRINGER OF VICTORY. In the Norse sagas, Odin sometimes acts as the instigator of wars, and is said to have been able to start wars by simply throwing down his javelin Gungnir, and or sending his Valkyries to influence the battle toward the end that he desires. The Valkyries are Odin's beautiful battle maidens that went out to the fields of war to select and collect the worthy men who died in battle to come and sit at ODINS TABLE in Valhalla, feasting and battling until they had to fight in the FINAL BATTLE, Ragnarok. Odin would also appear on the battle field sitting upon the leader of the Norse as two ravens, one on each shoulder, Hugin (thought) and Munin (memory), and two wolves (Geri and Freki) one on each side. Parallels between Odin and Celtic Lugus have often been pointed out that both are intellectual gods, commanding magic and poetry. Both have ravens and a spear as their attributes, and both are ONE EYED.
Odin ventured to Mimir's Well, near Jotunheim, the land of the giants. Not as Odin, but as Vegtam the Wanderer, clothed in a dark blue cloak and carrying a traveler's staff. To drink from the Well of Wisdom Odin had to sacrifice his left eye, symbolizing his willingness to gain the knowledge of the past, present and future. As he drank, he saw all the sorrows and troubles that would fall upon men and the gods. But he also saw why the sorrow and troubles had to come to men. Mimir accepted Odin's eye and it sits today at the bottom of the Well of Wisdom as a sign that the father of the gods had paid the price for wisdom. Sacrifice for the greater good is a reoccurring theme in Norse mythology. Odin was said to have learned the mysteries of seid from the Vanic goddess and volva Freyja, despite the unwarriorly connotations of using magic.
Odin is attributed with discovering runes. The term runes is used to distinguish these symbols from Latin and Greek letters. It is attested on a 6th-century Alamanic runestaff as runa and possibly as runo on the 4th-century Einang stone. The name comes from the Germanic root run- (Gothic runa), meaning "secret" or "whisper". In the Celtic language Irish, the word rún means "mystery," "secret," " intention" or "affectionate love." Ogham is a Celtic script, similarly carved in the Norse manner. The root run- can also be found in the Baltic languages, meaning "speech". In Lithuanian, runoti means both "to cut (with a knife)" and "to speak". According to another theory, the Germanic root comes from the Indoeuropean root *reuə- "dig". The Finnish term for rune, riimukirjain, means "scratched letter". ] The Finnish word runo means "poem" and comes from the same source as the English word "rune"; it is a very old loan of the Proto-Germanic *rūnō ("letter,literature,secret").]
He was hung from the tree called Yggdrasill while pierced by his own javelin. He hung for nine days and nights, in order to learn the wisdom that would give him power in the nine worlds. Some scholars hypothesize that this legend influenced the story of Christ's crucifixion. One of Odin's names call him "Allfather" or "father of all." Odin could see everything that occurred in the universe.
The mythological god of Odin is strong in Carlisle. Odin in Vines Dictionary is root word for "travailing". Lets find out about this "Odin" character. His name is related to oor, meaning "mind", "excitation," "fury" or "poetry," and his role, like many of the Norse pantheon, is complex. He is a god of wisdom, war, battle and death. He is also attested as being a god of magic, poetry, prophecy, victory and the hunt. Odin sacrificed his left eye at Mimir's spring (I have seen in various places some sources say left eye and some say right eye) in order to gain the wisdom of the ages. Odin gives to worthy poets the MEAD of inspiration. Odin is associated with the concept of the Wild Hunt, a noisy bellowing movement across the sky, LEADING A HOST OF SLAIN WARRIORS. Consistent with this, Snorri Sturluson's Prose Edda depicts Odin as welcoming the great, dead warriors who have died in battle into his hall. Valhalla, which is the hall of the slain. THE FALLEN ARE ASSEMBLED and entertained by Odin in order that they in return might fight for and support the gods in the FINAL BATTLE OF THE EARTH, Ragnarok.
He is also a god of war, appearing throughout Norse myth as the BRINGER OF VICTORY. In the Norse sagas, Odin sometimes acts as the instigator of wars, and is said to have been able to start wars by simply throwing down his javelin Gungnir, and or sending his Valkyries to influence the battle toward the end that he desires. The Valkyries are Odin's beautiful battle maidens that went out to the fields of war to select and collect the worthy men who died in battle to come and sit at ODINS TABLE in Valhalla, feasting and battling until they had to fight in the FINAL BATTLE, Ragnarok. Odin would also appear on the battle field sitting upon the leader of the Norse as two ravens, one on each shoulder, Hugin (thought) and Munin (memory), and two wolves (Geri and Freki) one on each side. Parallels between Odin and Celtic Lugus have often been pointed out that both are intellectual gods, commanding magic and poetry. Both have ravens and a spear as their attributes, and both are ONE EYED.
Odin ventured to Mimir's Well, near Jotunheim, the land of the giants. Not as Odin, but as Vegtam the Wanderer, clothed in a dark blue cloak and carrying a traveler's staff. To drink from the Well of Wisdom Odin had to sacrifice his left eye, symbolizing his willingness to gain the knowledge of the past, present and future. As he drank, he saw all the sorrows and troubles that would fall upon men and the gods. But he also saw why the sorrow and troubles had to come to men. Mimir accepted Odin's eye and it sits today at the bottom of the Well of Wisdom as a sign that the father of the gods had paid the price for wisdom. Sacrifice for the greater good is a reoccurring theme in Norse mythology. Odin was said to have learned the mysteries of seid from the Vanic goddess and volva Freyja, despite the unwarriorly connotations of using magic.
Odin is attributed with discovering runes. The term runes is used to distinguish these symbols from Latin and Greek letters. It is attested on a 6th-century Alamanic runestaff as runa and possibly as runo on the 4th-century Einang stone. The name comes from the Germanic root run- (Gothic runa), meaning "secret" or "whisper". In the Celtic language Irish, the word rún means "mystery," "secret," " intention" or "affectionate love." Ogham is a Celtic script, similarly carved in the Norse manner. The root run- can also be found in the Baltic languages, meaning "speech". In Lithuanian, runoti means both "to cut (with a knife)" and "to speak". According to another theory, the Germanic root comes from the Indoeuropean root *reuə- "dig". The Finnish term for rune, riimukirjain, means "scratched letter". ] The Finnish word runo means "poem" and comes from the same source as the English word "rune"; it is a very old loan of the Proto-Germanic *rūnō ("letter,literature,secret").]
He was hung from the tree called Yggdrasill while pierced by his own javelin. He hung for nine days and nights, in order to learn the wisdom that would give him power in the nine worlds. Some scholars hypothesize that this legend influenced the story of Christ's crucifixion. One of Odin's names call him "Allfather" or "father of all." Odin could see everything that occurred in the universe.
Wednesday, April 27, 2016
CHAPTER 14 - THE CUP OF ODIN
CHAPTER 14 - THE CUP OF ODIN
I have been getting so much more revelation knowledge just trying to write this chapter. I will get started on it so it will help me sort out what I have so far. Thank you Lord Jesus Christ for sending us your Holy Spirit who gives us revelation knowledge of you, your kingdom and our purpose. You give me so much Lord God, so as I pour myself out for your people, I ask that all I do and say leads them into a love relationship with you, in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.
So after I asked God "what is my purpose?", He showed me how Vulcan was going to fall, and about the rod and the bronze serpent. He was even showing me much about the planets, frequency and sound. He would show me things about the magnetic field and the planets and comets and then bring me to search things about the very small cells in our body. Wow! When God says one word, just one word...it can mean so many things; just as it does with "Vulcan." Did God mean Vulcan a planet, or fire, or United States of America, or a blacksmiths hammer, or Nemesis an enemy that cannot be beaten, or vengeance and retribution? I believe it means all of those things. And that is how it has been as He shows me things, they have so many different angles and or interpretations. What I have found in all my research over the years is that the enemy loves to take of the sacred things of God and distort and twist and make it look evil. And then we do not want to touch those things again. Well we need to go there and take our sacred things back for the kingdom of God. God is changing our perception, so that we can see how He sees. I'm going to use an example that I think is appropriate for what I am trying to get across. And that is the male genital part called a penis. Stay with me, this is not ungodly. So what do you call it? Is it a penis, phallus, winky etc... So many different slang names for it that you can probably come up with. And it has a lot to do with our up bringing, culture, time period and experiences. So there are many different ways to LOOK at it based on our already instilled perceptions. And some people have a lot of shame in just saying the word. And others are much more loose about it and even go to extremes in the other direction. My point is that "IT" is still a very important part of your body and our society. We need to have the correct perception of "IT" in order to not profane or to over exaggerate it. Oh my gosh I can't believe I am talking about this but it is the best example because as I'm researching I have found "IT" to be a very common thing that is distorted, if not put into proper perspective. As with many other things that can be distorted. So watch your perceptions, the enemy has twisted and made sacred things look evil and on top of that now has made our society so sensitive and easily offended. We need to have our spirit eyes renewed so we will be able to know what is clean and what is unclean. And no longer hiding or running away from all the smoke screens and lions with no teeth of the enemy.
Are you still okay? I'm not even going to talk about that "word", as we go on. I just need you to realize and be conscience of your perceptions as we go.
One of the things God told me to do when I asked what my purpose was, was to look up my last name. I have never before been interested in knowing anything about my last name. So When I looked it up on the internet, the first place it brought me was the City of Carlisle in England. Carlisle is a city in the far north-west of England, and it is the largest urban area in Cumbria. It is part of the City of Carlisle local government district, and acts as the administrative centre for both the district and Cumbria. The Romans called their settlement on the site of todays city Luguvalium. Luguvalium can be interpreted from Latin as "the place, or wall or strong place of Lugus. When I looked up Lugus, it was a deity who was identified with Mercury. And inscriptions have been found that Lugus was dedicated by A GUILD OF SHOEMAKERS. And in Galicia Spain "lucus" means sacred grove or forest. Mercury's iconography includes ravens, and the cock, the tree of life; dogs or wolves; a pair of snakes on caduceus; mistletoe; shoes (one of the dedications to Lugoves was made by a SHOEMAKERS' GUILD; Lugus was described in the Welsh Triads as one of the three golden shoemakers of the island of Britain; and bags of money. He is often armed with a spear. He is frequently accompanied by his consort Rosmerta (great provider), who bears the ritual drink with which kingship was conferred (in Roman mythology, Mercury's mother is Maia, meaning in Latin "she who provides"). Unlike the Roman Mercury, who is always a youth, Gaulish Mercury is occasionally also represented as an old man.
Gaulish Mercury is associated with tripilism, sometimes he has three faces, and three phalluses, which may explain the plural dedications. For many years the name Lugus was derived from the Proto-Indo-European root *leuk-, "light", and thus he was considered a sun god. Or from PIE *leuk- "to shine", like with "shining eyes". Lugus may equally be related to Proto-Celtic *lug- meaning "oath, pledging, assurance" and "deceive" on the other. Proto-Celtic *lug- oath, which would support this identification with Mercury as a god of contracts. This god's name may also be related to Latin lugubris "mournful, pertaining to mourning," from a Proto-Indo-European base *leug- "to break" or to "break the heart".
The pre-Proto-Germanic tribes in contact with the Celts (possibly the Chatti) moulded aspects of Lugus into the Germanic god Wodinaz or Odin. And in Christian times he seems to have been assimilated into the archangel Michael. So it seems now that the mythological god of Odin is strong in Carlisle. When I went to read more about the City of Carlisle, I found that an archbishop Dunbar from GLASGOW put a curse on the City of Carlisle back in 1525. There were different clans and family feuds going on across the English and Scottish border. They were stealing cattle, rape and pillage. They called these clans the BORDER REIVERS. The curse is 1069 words long and it cursed everything you can think of. A local artist engraved all 1069 words of the curse on a 14-tonne boulder, and in THE YEAR OF 2001 the City of Carlisle put the artwork in their city museum. (WHAT DID WE HAVE HAPPEN IN AMERICA IN 2001?) After I saw this, I started praying against that curse and cutting it off. I also sent an email to the City of Carlisle asking Jim Tootle Council member to destroy that stone with the curse. And I also sent scriptures to them from the book of Dueteronomy saying that we are blessed and not cursed. I was getting flooded with revelation knowledge about the City of Carlisle. And had a dream that I was in a flood of muddy quick flowing water, with trees and furniture and distressed looking people passing me by. And I was just very peacefully floating looking at the pink sunset hitting the muddy water.
And not long after that, I read BBC news in Carlisle to see that they are getting flooded with water like they have not been flooded since the 1800's. And their news said that they are having various misfortunes every since the stone was put in the City. They have had hand mouth and foot disease, flooding, fires, killings, thefts, rising unemployments and the City sports league failed. March 2005, councilor Jim Tootle, on the request of Christian groups, proposed the stone either be moved outside the city boundaries or destroyed altogether. THE HIGH PRIEST OF THE BRITISH WHITE WITCHES, Kevin Carlyon, proclaimed that such actions would give the curse more power. He commented that a curse can only work if the people believe in it. A council meeting on March 8, 2005 rejected Tootles proposal. BBC news said the City of Carlisle was completely cut off by flood water.
At this time, God led me to ask the question "why did my dad nick name me "Lupe?" That is a Hispanic name and he called me that from a very small child on up. So I get out my Vines Concise Dictionary of the Bible and I look up "sorrow/grief", and I find the root word for it is "Lupe"(3077). And right under lupe is ODIN (5604) WHICH MEANS BIRTH-PANG, TRAVAIL, PAIN, SORROWS, Matt 24:8, Mark 13:8. Wow, I was in awe! After 10 years of this supernatural travailing going on, and I finally get some information on what it is. But I guess its no surprise. I am also a prophet and God shows me much about the church and the end times, and its not very pretty what He shows me. And the very first time I flew out of my chair at church travailing, I was watching that film clip of Brownsville Revival and Alison Ward when she makes the comment that God is grieved because the people are not listening to Him. So it finally starts to all add up.
So now lets go to the mythological god of Odin and see what this "SOUND" is doing. See next chapter. Don't miss this...I'm giving you enough information to know what time it is in God. God has once again been flooding me with revelation knowledge and it is so deep and so good. I hope and pray that I will be able to pour it all back out for you to receive and understand. Stay with me...THERE IS A SOUND!
I have been getting so much more revelation knowledge just trying to write this chapter. I will get started on it so it will help me sort out what I have so far. Thank you Lord Jesus Christ for sending us your Holy Spirit who gives us revelation knowledge of you, your kingdom and our purpose. You give me so much Lord God, so as I pour myself out for your people, I ask that all I do and say leads them into a love relationship with you, in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.
So after I asked God "what is my purpose?", He showed me how Vulcan was going to fall, and about the rod and the bronze serpent. He was even showing me much about the planets, frequency and sound. He would show me things about the magnetic field and the planets and comets and then bring me to search things about the very small cells in our body. Wow! When God says one word, just one word...it can mean so many things; just as it does with "Vulcan." Did God mean Vulcan a planet, or fire, or United States of America, or a blacksmiths hammer, or Nemesis an enemy that cannot be beaten, or vengeance and retribution? I believe it means all of those things. And that is how it has been as He shows me things, they have so many different angles and or interpretations. What I have found in all my research over the years is that the enemy loves to take of the sacred things of God and distort and twist and make it look evil. And then we do not want to touch those things again. Well we need to go there and take our sacred things back for the kingdom of God. God is changing our perception, so that we can see how He sees. I'm going to use an example that I think is appropriate for what I am trying to get across. And that is the male genital part called a penis. Stay with me, this is not ungodly. So what do you call it? Is it a penis, phallus, winky etc... So many different slang names for it that you can probably come up with. And it has a lot to do with our up bringing, culture, time period and experiences. So there are many different ways to LOOK at it based on our already instilled perceptions. And some people have a lot of shame in just saying the word. And others are much more loose about it and even go to extremes in the other direction. My point is that "IT" is still a very important part of your body and our society. We need to have the correct perception of "IT" in order to not profane or to over exaggerate it. Oh my gosh I can't believe I am talking about this but it is the best example because as I'm researching I have found "IT" to be a very common thing that is distorted, if not put into proper perspective. As with many other things that can be distorted. So watch your perceptions, the enemy has twisted and made sacred things look evil and on top of that now has made our society so sensitive and easily offended. We need to have our spirit eyes renewed so we will be able to know what is clean and what is unclean. And no longer hiding or running away from all the smoke screens and lions with no teeth of the enemy.
Are you still okay? I'm not even going to talk about that "word", as we go on. I just need you to realize and be conscience of your perceptions as we go.
One of the things God told me to do when I asked what my purpose was, was to look up my last name. I have never before been interested in knowing anything about my last name. So When I looked it up on the internet, the first place it brought me was the City of Carlisle in England. Carlisle is a city in the far north-west of England, and it is the largest urban area in Cumbria. It is part of the City of Carlisle local government district, and acts as the administrative centre for both the district and Cumbria. The Romans called their settlement on the site of todays city Luguvalium. Luguvalium can be interpreted from Latin as "the place, or wall or strong place of Lugus. When I looked up Lugus, it was a deity who was identified with Mercury. And inscriptions have been found that Lugus was dedicated by A GUILD OF SHOEMAKERS. And in Galicia Spain "lucus" means sacred grove or forest. Mercury's iconography includes ravens, and the cock, the tree of life; dogs or wolves; a pair of snakes on caduceus; mistletoe; shoes (one of the dedications to Lugoves was made by a SHOEMAKERS' GUILD; Lugus was described in the Welsh Triads as one of the three golden shoemakers of the island of Britain; and bags of money. He is often armed with a spear. He is frequently accompanied by his consort Rosmerta (great provider), who bears the ritual drink with which kingship was conferred (in Roman mythology, Mercury's mother is Maia, meaning in Latin "she who provides"). Unlike the Roman Mercury, who is always a youth, Gaulish Mercury is occasionally also represented as an old man.
Gaulish Mercury is associated with tripilism, sometimes he has three faces, and three phalluses, which may explain the plural dedications. For many years the name Lugus was derived from the Proto-Indo-European root *leuk-, "light", and thus he was considered a sun god. Or from PIE *leuk- "to shine", like with "shining eyes". Lugus may equally be related to Proto-Celtic *lug- meaning "oath, pledging, assurance" and "deceive" on the other. Proto-Celtic *lug- oath, which would support this identification with Mercury as a god of contracts. This god's name may also be related to Latin lugubris "mournful, pertaining to mourning," from a Proto-Indo-European base *leug- "to break" or to "break the heart".
The pre-Proto-Germanic tribes in contact with the Celts (possibly the Chatti) moulded aspects of Lugus into the Germanic god Wodinaz or Odin. And in Christian times he seems to have been assimilated into the archangel Michael. So it seems now that the mythological god of Odin is strong in Carlisle. When I went to read more about the City of Carlisle, I found that an archbishop Dunbar from GLASGOW put a curse on the City of Carlisle back in 1525. There were different clans and family feuds going on across the English and Scottish border. They were stealing cattle, rape and pillage. They called these clans the BORDER REIVERS. The curse is 1069 words long and it cursed everything you can think of. A local artist engraved all 1069 words of the curse on a 14-tonne boulder, and in THE YEAR OF 2001 the City of Carlisle put the artwork in their city museum. (WHAT DID WE HAVE HAPPEN IN AMERICA IN 2001?) After I saw this, I started praying against that curse and cutting it off. I also sent an email to the City of Carlisle asking Jim Tootle Council member to destroy that stone with the curse. And I also sent scriptures to them from the book of Dueteronomy saying that we are blessed and not cursed. I was getting flooded with revelation knowledge about the City of Carlisle. And had a dream that I was in a flood of muddy quick flowing water, with trees and furniture and distressed looking people passing me by. And I was just very peacefully floating looking at the pink sunset hitting the muddy water.
And not long after that, I read BBC news in Carlisle to see that they are getting flooded with water like they have not been flooded since the 1800's. And their news said that they are having various misfortunes every since the stone was put in the City. They have had hand mouth and foot disease, flooding, fires, killings, thefts, rising unemployments and the City sports league failed. March 2005, councilor Jim Tootle, on the request of Christian groups, proposed the stone either be moved outside the city boundaries or destroyed altogether. THE HIGH PRIEST OF THE BRITISH WHITE WITCHES, Kevin Carlyon, proclaimed that such actions would give the curse more power. He commented that a curse can only work if the people believe in it. A council meeting on March 8, 2005 rejected Tootles proposal. BBC news said the City of Carlisle was completely cut off by flood water.
At this time, God led me to ask the question "why did my dad nick name me "Lupe?" That is a Hispanic name and he called me that from a very small child on up. So I get out my Vines Concise Dictionary of the Bible and I look up "sorrow/grief", and I find the root word for it is "Lupe"(3077). And right under lupe is ODIN (5604) WHICH MEANS BIRTH-PANG, TRAVAIL, PAIN, SORROWS, Matt 24:8, Mark 13:8. Wow, I was in awe! After 10 years of this supernatural travailing going on, and I finally get some information on what it is. But I guess its no surprise. I am also a prophet and God shows me much about the church and the end times, and its not very pretty what He shows me. And the very first time I flew out of my chair at church travailing, I was watching that film clip of Brownsville Revival and Alison Ward when she makes the comment that God is grieved because the people are not listening to Him. So it finally starts to all add up.
So now lets go to the mythological god of Odin and see what this "SOUND" is doing. See next chapter. Don't miss this...I'm giving you enough information to know what time it is in God. God has once again been flooding me with revelation knowledge and it is so deep and so good. I hope and pray that I will be able to pour it all back out for you to receive and understand. Stay with me...THERE IS A SOUND!
Sunday, April 3, 2016
CHAPTER 13 - "WHAT IS MY PURPOSE"
CHAPTER 13 - "WHAT IS MY PURPOSE?"
In 2004, after I received all the prophesies on "Vulcan is Going to Fall", I started feeling an overwhelming sense of responsibility. I wondered what do I do with all this information. So I asked God "what is my purpose?" I started searching places to find my purpose. I even took a class from the "Life Purpose Institute" with six other women on the phone for six weeks. The cost was $3000, she sent me several large binders full of ways to find your purpose and what you love to do. Lots of material on how to then plan goals and market yourself to have a business doing what you love to do. I was a little frustrated with the class at first, she only asked a lot of questions. I wanted her to tell me about me. And really the class teaches how to ask the right questions to search yourself for the right answers. So what I found out was my purpose was to help others find their purpose. I seek identity, so once I find who I am; I need to help others find who they are. Or else I cease to be me. I love to do it, I do it naturally where ever I go. I really enjoyed this time with these very professional women and all that I learned. God also led me to pick up a book called "Please Help Me Understand Me II" by David Keirsey. Its about temperament, character and intelligence. After taking the self test in the book, I found that I was a "Champion Idealist." I have never found any other source that could explain and know me so well. When you are asking God what your purpose is, He will use all kinds of different ways to show you. God gave me the words "tiny bubbles" one day, and I still don't know what that means. Except that He showed me the front page of a Discovery Magazine about tiny bubbles of methane gas coming up from the sea floor. So keep an open mind and be looking for His answers, and write them down.
So although the "Please Help Me Understand Me" book was good and I could relate a lot of the descriptions about me to God's word; I still wasn't satisfied. Remember the travailing that began in 1995? What is that about? I knew it was God and not me. I knew it was doing something in the spirit realm, but what? He had been showing me bits and pieces of what it is over the years. I have told many people over the years that I am a Prophet and so I believe that when the travailing started in 1995 is when the beginning of sorrows started, as stated in Matt 24:4-8 And Jesus answered and said to them, "See to it that no one misleads you for many will come in My name, saying "I am the Christ,' and will mislead many. "And you will be hearing of wars and rumors of wars; see that you are not frightened, for those things must take place, but that is not yet the end. "For nation shall rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom, and in various places there will be famines and earthquakes. "But all these things are merely the beginning of BIRTH PANGS." And God also gave me the scripture Is 54 "Shout for joy, O barren one, you who have borne no child; break forth into joyful shouting and cry aloud, you who have not TRAVAILED; for the sons of the desolate one will be more numerous than the sons of the married woman, says the Lord. Enlarge the place of your tent, stretch out the curtains of your dwellings, spare not; lengthen your cords, and strengthen your pegs. For you will spread abroad to the right and to the left. And your descendants will possess nations, and they will resettle the desolate cities."
Around this time period, I had heard a sermon about Numbers 21:6-9 - 6 And the Lord sent fiery serpents among the people and they bit the people, so that many people of Israel died. 7 So the people came to Moses and said, "We have sinned, because we have spoken against the Lord and you; intercede with the Lord, that He may remove the serpents from us." And Moses interceded for the people. 8 Then the Lord said to Moses, "Make a fiery serpent, and set it on a standard; and it shall come about, that everyone who is bitten, when he looks at it, he shall live." 9 And Moses made a bronze serpent and set it on the standard; and it came about, that if a serpent bit any man, when he looked to the bronze serpent, he lived. And I asked God the questions, "why a rod, and why a bronze serpent." Because I thought serpents were symbolic of evil. In my research, I found that many medical organizations use a symbol of a rod with two snakes around it and topped by a pair of wings which is the caduceus of the Greek God Hermes (Roman Mercury). Messenger of the gods, inventor of magical incantations, conductor of the dead and protector of merchants and thieves. It is taken from the Greek Karykeion the herald's staff. The caduceus was the magic staff of Hermes. Hermes in Greek mythology is the Olympian god of BOUNDARIES and the travelers who CROSS them, of shephards and cowherds, of orators and wit, of literature and poets, of athletics, of WEIGHTS AND MEASURES and invention and COMMERCE. Also the inventor of fire and invented a lyre out of a tortoise shell. The word herma relates to "a BOUNDARY STONE, CROSSING POINT." Hermes embodied the spirit of crossing over. He was seen to be manifest in any kind of interchange, transfer, transcendence, transition, transit or traversal, all of which involve some form of crossing over. This explains his connection with interchanges of goods, words, and information involved in trade, interpreting, oratory, writing--with the way in which the wind may transfer objects from one place to another, and with the transition to the afterlife. Hermes was also the first teacher of Alchemy. NO I DO NOT WORSHIP MYTHOLOGICAL GODS..NOR SHOULD YOU. I have never in the past been interested in them, God used them to show me what He is doing. I am going somewhere, just as God does if you keep following. Keep your eyes on what God wants to show you, your main focus is the Holy Spirit. Okay, so lets move on. Hermes is likened unto the Roman god of Mercury who was a major god of TRADE, profit and COMMERCE, the son of Maia Maiestas and JUPITER. His name is related to the latin word merx (merchandise, merchant, commerce etc). Mercury has a lot to do with science also and the planet Mercury. The word mercurial refers to something erratic, VOLATILE OR UNSTABLE, derived from Mercury's swift flights from place to place. Mercury had about the same aspects as Hermes, wearing winged SHOES talaria and winged hat and carrying the caduceus, a herald's staff with two serpents around it. He was often seen with a cockerel, herald of the new day, a ram, symbolizing fertility, and a tortoise referring to Mercury's invention of the lyre from a tortoise shell. He was a messenger god and a god of trade, particularly of the GRAIN TRADE. He was also considered a god of abundance and commercial success, particularly in Gaul.
Julius Caesar wrote of Mercury being the most popular god in Britain and Gaul, regarded as the inventor of all the arts. Mercury was equated with the Celtic god of LUGUS, and in this respect was commonly seen with Celtic goddess Rosmerta. Although Lugus may originally have been a god of light or the sun, similar to the Roman Apollo, his importance as a god of TRADE AND COMMERCE made him more comparable to Mercury. Mercury was also strongly associated with the Germanic god WOTAN, the two as being the same. Described as the chief god of the Germanic peoples. Mercury was sometimes portrayed with three heads, as a triune god. Mercury is given primary rulership over all things magical. This may be due to Mercury's association with ODIN, who is the head of the Norse pantheon.
In the next chapter, I will tell what God showed me about my purpose and the travailing. And now at this point, you are learning how to pick out and discern key words. When I am researching a thing, I will come across something that just seems to be lit up; as if a light shined on it. Kind of like sitting in a classroom of other people listening to a teaching and then all of a sudden the teacher calls on you or looks at you. He's got your attention, out of all the other words spoken, you will remember the ones when he looked at you or called on you. Remember that feeling. To me it feels the same when
God is saying to me "look at this, pay attention." I am not after mythological gods, I am after the hidden treasure that will bring me more understanding of the Lord God Almighty and what He is doing. I did not on my own wandering go to purposely seek out mythological gods. My God who I have learned to trust led me there. And so I am still focused on and following God Almighty who has consistently given me wisdom and prophecy. Prophets are subject to other prophets, so I keep in tune to other prophetic voices that I have been listening to and proving over 25 years. God has many times shown me things through or by a source that was not traditional or mainstream, and it has turned out to be prophetic. And I learned how to follow His leading a little at a time. So this may be a huge leap for you to be reading about mythological gods. Anything you are drawn to or more passionate about than our Lord Jesus Christ, you should not be going there. We are here to learn about prophecy, and that's all. And then we move on, wherever God is moving.
Next chapter gets more into the meat of what God wants to show us, see you there.
In 2004, after I received all the prophesies on "Vulcan is Going to Fall", I started feeling an overwhelming sense of responsibility. I wondered what do I do with all this information. So I asked God "what is my purpose?" I started searching places to find my purpose. I even took a class from the "Life Purpose Institute" with six other women on the phone for six weeks. The cost was $3000, she sent me several large binders full of ways to find your purpose and what you love to do. Lots of material on how to then plan goals and market yourself to have a business doing what you love to do. I was a little frustrated with the class at first, she only asked a lot of questions. I wanted her to tell me about me. And really the class teaches how to ask the right questions to search yourself for the right answers. So what I found out was my purpose was to help others find their purpose. I seek identity, so once I find who I am; I need to help others find who they are. Or else I cease to be me. I love to do it, I do it naturally where ever I go. I really enjoyed this time with these very professional women and all that I learned. God also led me to pick up a book called "Please Help Me Understand Me II" by David Keirsey. Its about temperament, character and intelligence. After taking the self test in the book, I found that I was a "Champion Idealist." I have never found any other source that could explain and know me so well. When you are asking God what your purpose is, He will use all kinds of different ways to show you. God gave me the words "tiny bubbles" one day, and I still don't know what that means. Except that He showed me the front page of a Discovery Magazine about tiny bubbles of methane gas coming up from the sea floor. So keep an open mind and be looking for His answers, and write them down.
So although the "Please Help Me Understand Me" book was good and I could relate a lot of the descriptions about me to God's word; I still wasn't satisfied. Remember the travailing that began in 1995? What is that about? I knew it was God and not me. I knew it was doing something in the spirit realm, but what? He had been showing me bits and pieces of what it is over the years. I have told many people over the years that I am a Prophet and so I believe that when the travailing started in 1995 is when the beginning of sorrows started, as stated in Matt 24:4-8 And Jesus answered and said to them, "See to it that no one misleads you for many will come in My name, saying "I am the Christ,' and will mislead many. "And you will be hearing of wars and rumors of wars; see that you are not frightened, for those things must take place, but that is not yet the end. "For nation shall rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom, and in various places there will be famines and earthquakes. "But all these things are merely the beginning of BIRTH PANGS." And God also gave me the scripture Is 54 "Shout for joy, O barren one, you who have borne no child; break forth into joyful shouting and cry aloud, you who have not TRAVAILED; for the sons of the desolate one will be more numerous than the sons of the married woman, says the Lord. Enlarge the place of your tent, stretch out the curtains of your dwellings, spare not; lengthen your cords, and strengthen your pegs. For you will spread abroad to the right and to the left. And your descendants will possess nations, and they will resettle the desolate cities."
Around this time period, I had heard a sermon about Numbers 21:6-9 - 6 And the Lord sent fiery serpents among the people and they bit the people, so that many people of Israel died. 7 So the people came to Moses and said, "We have sinned, because we have spoken against the Lord and you; intercede with the Lord, that He may remove the serpents from us." And Moses interceded for the people. 8 Then the Lord said to Moses, "Make a fiery serpent, and set it on a standard; and it shall come about, that everyone who is bitten, when he looks at it, he shall live." 9 And Moses made a bronze serpent and set it on the standard; and it came about, that if a serpent bit any man, when he looked to the bronze serpent, he lived. And I asked God the questions, "why a rod, and why a bronze serpent." Because I thought serpents were symbolic of evil. In my research, I found that many medical organizations use a symbol of a rod with two snakes around it and topped by a pair of wings which is the caduceus of the Greek God Hermes (Roman Mercury). Messenger of the gods, inventor of magical incantations, conductor of the dead and protector of merchants and thieves. It is taken from the Greek Karykeion the herald's staff. The caduceus was the magic staff of Hermes. Hermes in Greek mythology is the Olympian god of BOUNDARIES and the travelers who CROSS them, of shephards and cowherds, of orators and wit, of literature and poets, of athletics, of WEIGHTS AND MEASURES and invention and COMMERCE. Also the inventor of fire and invented a lyre out of a tortoise shell. The word herma relates to "a BOUNDARY STONE, CROSSING POINT." Hermes embodied the spirit of crossing over. He was seen to be manifest in any kind of interchange, transfer, transcendence, transition, transit or traversal, all of which involve some form of crossing over. This explains his connection with interchanges of goods, words, and information involved in trade, interpreting, oratory, writing--with the way in which the wind may transfer objects from one place to another, and with the transition to the afterlife. Hermes was also the first teacher of Alchemy. NO I DO NOT WORSHIP MYTHOLOGICAL GODS..NOR SHOULD YOU. I have never in the past been interested in them, God used them to show me what He is doing. I am going somewhere, just as God does if you keep following. Keep your eyes on what God wants to show you, your main focus is the Holy Spirit. Okay, so lets move on. Hermes is likened unto the Roman god of Mercury who was a major god of TRADE, profit and COMMERCE, the son of Maia Maiestas and JUPITER. His name is related to the latin word merx (merchandise, merchant, commerce etc). Mercury has a lot to do with science also and the planet Mercury. The word mercurial refers to something erratic, VOLATILE OR UNSTABLE, derived from Mercury's swift flights from place to place. Mercury had about the same aspects as Hermes, wearing winged SHOES talaria and winged hat and carrying the caduceus, a herald's staff with two serpents around it. He was often seen with a cockerel, herald of the new day, a ram, symbolizing fertility, and a tortoise referring to Mercury's invention of the lyre from a tortoise shell. He was a messenger god and a god of trade, particularly of the GRAIN TRADE. He was also considered a god of abundance and commercial success, particularly in Gaul.
Julius Caesar wrote of Mercury being the most popular god in Britain and Gaul, regarded as the inventor of all the arts. Mercury was equated with the Celtic god of LUGUS, and in this respect was commonly seen with Celtic goddess Rosmerta. Although Lugus may originally have been a god of light or the sun, similar to the Roman Apollo, his importance as a god of TRADE AND COMMERCE made him more comparable to Mercury. Mercury was also strongly associated with the Germanic god WOTAN, the two as being the same. Described as the chief god of the Germanic peoples. Mercury was sometimes portrayed with three heads, as a triune god. Mercury is given primary rulership over all things magical. This may be due to Mercury's association with ODIN, who is the head of the Norse pantheon.
In the next chapter, I will tell what God showed me about my purpose and the travailing. And now at this point, you are learning how to pick out and discern key words. When I am researching a thing, I will come across something that just seems to be lit up; as if a light shined on it. Kind of like sitting in a classroom of other people listening to a teaching and then all of a sudden the teacher calls on you or looks at you. He's got your attention, out of all the other words spoken, you will remember the ones when he looked at you or called on you. Remember that feeling. To me it feels the same when
God is saying to me "look at this, pay attention." I am not after mythological gods, I am after the hidden treasure that will bring me more understanding of the Lord God Almighty and what He is doing. I did not on my own wandering go to purposely seek out mythological gods. My God who I have learned to trust led me there. And so I am still focused on and following God Almighty who has consistently given me wisdom and prophecy. Prophets are subject to other prophets, so I keep in tune to other prophetic voices that I have been listening to and proving over 25 years. God has many times shown me things through or by a source that was not traditional or mainstream, and it has turned out to be prophetic. And I learned how to follow His leading a little at a time. So this may be a huge leap for you to be reading about mythological gods. Anything you are drawn to or more passionate about than our Lord Jesus Christ, you should not be going there. We are here to learn about prophecy, and that's all. And then we move on, wherever God is moving.
Next chapter gets more into the meat of what God wants to show us, see you there.
Wednesday, March 30, 2016
Chapter 12 - FOUNDATION FIRST - YOUR PLUMBLINE
Chapter 12 - FOUNDATION FIRST - YOUR PLUMBLINE
These last two chapters are much harder to write because of all the prophecy. I start writing and I get more revelation knowledge and then I go on all these other trails that I haven't seen yet. Wow, God is awesome. You ask Him a question and He answers. In my searching after God, I find so much revelation knowledge. I am good at picking out and finding what He is saying and doing at that specific time and then all the pieces are like a big puzzle that now has to be put together and interpreted. The interpretation always takes me much longer to figure out. As time passes, I go back and read what He has told me and I am in awe of Him. All of the prophecy God has given to me is so deep and wide, it takes time for my mind to really grasp all that He is saying. Mainly because I am not educated on any of the things He is showing me, but each time I pick it up and go over it again; can even be years later, I understand so much more. He is building a house. Starts with a foundation, Jesus Christ the Word of God and salvation. You must be born again to understand spiritual things. Several times I have shared my prophecies and I go back to see these people and they now have some kind of secular book in their house on witchcraft, divination, mediums and fortune telling. Some of them are Christians. The foundation matters, it is the plumb line or standard of which all other things are measured. The one place that never changes, the way, the truth and the life; Jesus Christ. He is the door to the Kingdom of God, do not try to enter or go places by any other door. You will not like where you end up. We are searching and after the Holy Spirit of the living God that Jesus gave us; He is our counselor, teacher and very present help.
Okay now that we have the foundation of our house built on Jesus, we can move on. It has taken years for God to keep building on things He has shown me back in 1995. Why because He is building a house, we cant put the windows in until we put up the walls. In other words, I won't be able to understand what He wants to show me now without understanding what He showed me back in 1995. In the book of Amos 3:7 Surely the Lord God does nothing unless He reveals His secret councel to His servants the prophets. And also in book Proverbs 25:2 It is the glory of God to conceal a matter, but the glory of kings is to search out a matter. A religious spirit likes to say "well if it is not in the Word of God then it is not of God". That is also why they will cross their arms and look away and even mock my testimonies; because they cant find it in the bible. God is still DOING all those things He talks about in His word. And He even says we will do greater works than Jesus. So lets not put God in a box, but always keep your foundation in Jesus Christ solid. After I got saved in 1990, I started listening to Charles Stanley. He is a very good Baptist Preacher and I still listen to him amongst all the other things God shows me, and all the other Pastors I listen to. Well, now I know why I took so long to start this chapter. I am concerned about you trying to go spiritual places without a good foundation. Gods word is always first! Are you ready to move on now kings and priests of the Most High God? You are going to want me to be telling you interpretations along the way, but I like to stick with what God shows me and not what I think. But if you stay with me for a while, I believe we will experience God together. God wants us to grow up and get it for ourselves. He wants you to ask Him questions and then be looking for the answer. That is called a relationship. If we already knew everything and it is like a program of 1,2 and 3; done the same way every time; Then we would not need to come to Him and seek Him. People who have fear like to be in control of everything and everyone so they know what is coming. God's ways are not our ways, and His thoughts are not our thoughts. We have to search for Him, and He is always moving and working. Lets search for Him in the Word, prayer, meditation, fellowship with other believers, Pastors, mentors, etc... And don't have fear and don't put Him in a box. God has many times used the most unlikely source to answer my question or minister to me. Lets go find where He is working and join Him in His work!
I thank you Father God for sending your Son Jesus Christ to die for me, and to pay a debt I could not pay. I receive your Son Jesus as my Lord and Savior and I ask for forgiveness of all my sins, wash me and make me clean. I give you my life and I ask you to live in me and through me. I give you my mind, spirit, soul and body and I ask you to be glorified; be high and lifted up in me. Now I ask you to lead me and teach me your ways and your thoughts, I receive your love and your mercy. I am loved, I am forgiven and I am in you and you are in me. Let your perfect will be done, let your kingdom come on earth as it is in heaven. And use me Lord God, use ME!
Praise God that we are His and He is ours; and we can hear His voice! Next chapter is "WHAT IS MY PURPOSE?"
These last two chapters are much harder to write because of all the prophecy. I start writing and I get more revelation knowledge and then I go on all these other trails that I haven't seen yet. Wow, God is awesome. You ask Him a question and He answers. In my searching after God, I find so much revelation knowledge. I am good at picking out and finding what He is saying and doing at that specific time and then all the pieces are like a big puzzle that now has to be put together and interpreted. The interpretation always takes me much longer to figure out. As time passes, I go back and read what He has told me and I am in awe of Him. All of the prophecy God has given to me is so deep and wide, it takes time for my mind to really grasp all that He is saying. Mainly because I am not educated on any of the things He is showing me, but each time I pick it up and go over it again; can even be years later, I understand so much more. He is building a house. Starts with a foundation, Jesus Christ the Word of God and salvation. You must be born again to understand spiritual things. Several times I have shared my prophecies and I go back to see these people and they now have some kind of secular book in their house on witchcraft, divination, mediums and fortune telling. Some of them are Christians. The foundation matters, it is the plumb line or standard of which all other things are measured. The one place that never changes, the way, the truth and the life; Jesus Christ. He is the door to the Kingdom of God, do not try to enter or go places by any other door. You will not like where you end up. We are searching and after the Holy Spirit of the living God that Jesus gave us; He is our counselor, teacher and very present help.
Okay now that we have the foundation of our house built on Jesus, we can move on. It has taken years for God to keep building on things He has shown me back in 1995. Why because He is building a house, we cant put the windows in until we put up the walls. In other words, I won't be able to understand what He wants to show me now without understanding what He showed me back in 1995. In the book of Amos 3:7 Surely the Lord God does nothing unless He reveals His secret councel to His servants the prophets. And also in book Proverbs 25:2 It is the glory of God to conceal a matter, but the glory of kings is to search out a matter. A religious spirit likes to say "well if it is not in the Word of God then it is not of God". That is also why they will cross their arms and look away and even mock my testimonies; because they cant find it in the bible. God is still DOING all those things He talks about in His word. And He even says we will do greater works than Jesus. So lets not put God in a box, but always keep your foundation in Jesus Christ solid. After I got saved in 1990, I started listening to Charles Stanley. He is a very good Baptist Preacher and I still listen to him amongst all the other things God shows me, and all the other Pastors I listen to. Well, now I know why I took so long to start this chapter. I am concerned about you trying to go spiritual places without a good foundation. Gods word is always first! Are you ready to move on now kings and priests of the Most High God? You are going to want me to be telling you interpretations along the way, but I like to stick with what God shows me and not what I think. But if you stay with me for a while, I believe we will experience God together. God wants us to grow up and get it for ourselves. He wants you to ask Him questions and then be looking for the answer. That is called a relationship. If we already knew everything and it is like a program of 1,2 and 3; done the same way every time; Then we would not need to come to Him and seek Him. People who have fear like to be in control of everything and everyone so they know what is coming. God's ways are not our ways, and His thoughts are not our thoughts. We have to search for Him, and He is always moving and working. Lets search for Him in the Word, prayer, meditation, fellowship with other believers, Pastors, mentors, etc... And don't have fear and don't put Him in a box. God has many times used the most unlikely source to answer my question or minister to me. Lets go find where He is working and join Him in His work!
I thank you Father God for sending your Son Jesus Christ to die for me, and to pay a debt I could not pay. I receive your Son Jesus as my Lord and Savior and I ask for forgiveness of all my sins, wash me and make me clean. I give you my life and I ask you to live in me and through me. I give you my mind, spirit, soul and body and I ask you to be glorified; be high and lifted up in me. Now I ask you to lead me and teach me your ways and your thoughts, I receive your love and your mercy. I am loved, I am forgiven and I am in you and you are in me. Let your perfect will be done, let your kingdom come on earth as it is in heaven. And use me Lord God, use ME!
Praise God that we are His and He is ours; and we can hear His voice! Next chapter is "WHAT IS MY PURPOSE?"
Saturday, March 19, 2016
Chapter 11 - IM GOING TO SHOW YOU GREAT AND MIGHTY THINGS
CHAPTER 11 - IM GOING TO SHOW YOU GREAT AND MIGHTY THINGS
In 2001 we moved into our new home in Hereford Arizona; a big two story house on 4 acres. This was our sixth home in 4 years. It was a repo and needed lots of work done on it. I was also still cleaning houses, child care and foster parenting. We also had 2 horses, 3 dogs, 5 cats, guinea pigs and a bird. God once again filled our house up and over flowing with lots of furniture and everything we needed and more. My daughter was 11 and still being schooled at home.
In 2004, I stopped doing foster parenting. I can remember that around Christmas time, I went driving around the poor part of Sierra Vista Az and I saw a young lady pushing a stroller. I stopped and asked her if she would like me to bring her some outside toys for her kids, and she said "yes." I had lots of outside play ground type toys that I didn't need anymore since I quit watching children so I wanted to bless someone. One day close to Christmas time, I loaded them all up in my truck and left my daughter at home; she was 14 yrs old then. I was almost to the young ladies house when I started weeping thanking God for blessing me with over flowing abundance so that I was able to bless someone else, and then all of a sudden I felt something touch me on my head. I was frantically trying to wipe it off, I had no idea what it was. So I dropped her toys off, prayed for her and said Merry Christmas. When I got home, my daughter said "mom when you were gone, I was on the computer and something touched me on my head." Wow! I never did figure out what that was about, it was definitely spiritual.
I started prayer walking everyday. One day the Lord said "take a walk with me, I am going to show you great and mighty things, do not be afraid." And when I did I started getting words from Him. The first word was tumult, meaning a great disturbance. There is going to be a great disturbance that is going to be ambiguous, open to many different interpretations. This disturbance will cause my people to be rousted, awakened from slumber, apathy or depression; to become active. Shortly after this word, the bad hurricanes started.
Then one day, I was walking in my house when I heard Him say "Vulcan". So I looked it up and found some astronomical information that some astronomers have predicted that our Sun has a companion star which is too small and faint to be noticed. The ancients named this planet like body "Vulcan". Catastrophic effects from cometary collisions have led to an alternate name for the Sun's companion; "Nemesis." Which means an opponent that cannot be beaten or overcome--one that inflicts vengeance and retribution--a source of harm or ruin. Vulcan has also been called the "dark star." Vulcan can influence comet-like space debris by canceling out its angular momentum and drawing it in from the Oort cloud with some periodicity related to Vulcan's orbit. The comets orbits are often modified as they pass near planets. But the initial incoming direction is most often from Vulcan's aphelion. As the comets near the sun, their sphere of influence collapses into a planet sized cloud. This becomes a leading and trailing cluster of hail which ignites as it enters earths atmosphere. Revelation 8:7 - The first angel sounded his trumpet, and there came HAIL AND FIRE mixed with blood, and it was hurled down upon the earth. A third of the earth was burned up, a third of the trees were burned up, and all the green grass was burned up. This implies that comet related debris fragments made of combustible material enter the atmosphere and ignite. This prophecy may also be describing the results of a collapse of the earths magnetic field. Energetic solar particles held in the Van Allen belts and earths bow wave would be released causing global "northern lights" displays and mutations of microbes.
At this point in my research of all the revelations God had given me, I saw Vulcan falling out of the sky. God told me that "Vulcan is going to fall". He also showed me that the earths magnetic field being out of balance is the cause of many natural disasters to come. As I looked up info about the magnetic field and what could happen if it were out of balance, I saw underground rivers breaking forth, in the natural and in the spirit. I asked God where is Vulcan going to fall? And I heard Virginia, I also saw fire when He told me Virginia. After pondering these thoughts for awhile, I thought maybe there is a political twist to all this. So I started searching on the web and ended up on the Time Magazine Site. I found an article by James Mann, the article read "Fall of a Vulcan." I also found that he wrote a book called "Rise of the Vulcans." The Vulcans turned out to be the Presidents War Cabinet of the United States. Condoleeza Rice had grown up in Birmingham Alabama, a steel town; and overlooking the city is a huge statue of Vulcan; the Roman god of the forge. It is the largest iron statue in the world. And it is the mythological god of fire, volcanoes and metal working. It is also depicted with a blacksmiths hammer. So for some reason, the U.S. war cabinet called themselves the Vulcans. The six people that he profiled in his book are Dick Cheney, the Vice President, Donald Rumsfeld, Secretary of Defense; Paul Wolfowitz, his Deputy; Colin Powell, who was Secretary of State in the first George W. Bush administration; his Deputy, Richard Armitage; and Condoleeza Rice.
Next God gave me the word "preeminence" which means - superiority or foremost. In the book by James Mann he mentions that he has traced three or four common attitudes that the Vulcans have had over the years. One of them is an emphasis on the importance of military power. Military power is the main goal and main approach, main tactic. This isn't a matter of institution building. Military power is preeminent. God also gave me the words "Northern lights" and the number 4. I had no idea what "northern lights" meant until God led me to a book called "Angels Don't Play this HAARP" by Jeane Manning and Dr. Nick Begich, When I picked up this book, I felt an overwhelming sense of responsibility as I read and saw that this book just summed up everything God had been showing me over the past year or so.
HAARP stands for "High Frequency Active Auroral Research Program" which is a joint project of the United States Air Force and Navy, based in Alaska (Northern Lights). The project is a research program designed to study the ionosphere in order to develop new weapons technology. The HAARP system is designed to manipulate the ionosphere, a layer which begins about thirty miles above the earth. The transmitter or HAARP device on the ground is a phased array antenna system - a large field of antennas designed to work together in focusing radio-frequency energy for manipulating the ionosphere. The radio frequency energy can be pulsed, shaped, and altered in ways never possible with other transmitters or at the power levels of this new facility.
HAARP will zap the upper atmosphere with a focused and steerable electromagnetic beam. It is an advanced model of an "ionospheric heater." (The ionosphere is electrically-charged sphere surrounding the earth's upper atmosphere.) Put simply, the apparatus for HAARP is a reversal of a radio telescope; antennas send out signals instead of receiving. HAARP is the test run for a super-powerful radiowave-beaming technology that lifts areas of the ionosphere by focusing a beam and heating those areas. Electromagnetic waves then bounce back onto earth and penetrate everything--living and dead. In the book "Angels Don't Play this HAARP" there are interviews with independent scientists, Dr. Rauscher shared her mental picture of the ionosphere. A soap-bubble-like sphere surrounding earths atmosphere, with movements swirling over the surface of the bubble. If a big enough hole is punched through it, she predicts, it could pop. David Yarrow, a researcher with a background in electronics described possible interactions of HAARP radiations with the ionosphere and earths magnetic grid. "HAARP will not burn 'holes' in the ionosphere; that is a dangerous understatement of what HAARP's giant gigawatt beam will do. Earth is spinning relative to thin electric shells of the multilayer membrane of 'iono-spheres' that absorb and shield earths surface from intense solar radiation, including charged particle storms in solar winds erupting from the sun. Earths axial spin means that HAARP - in a burst lasting more than a few minutes - will slice through the ionosphere like a microwave knife. This produces not a 'hole' but a long tear -- an incision.
Second concept: Crudely Plucking the Strings - As earth rotates, HAARP will slice across geomagnetic flux...a donut shaped spool of magnetic strings -- like longitude meridians (on maps). HAARP may not 'cut' these strings in Gaia's magnetic mantle, but will pulse each thread with harsh, out-of-harmony high frequencies. These noisy impulses will vibrate geomagnetic flux lines, sending vibrations all through the geomagnetic web. The image comes to mind of a spider on its web. An insect lands, and the web's vibrations alert the spider to possible prey. HAARP will be a man-made microwave finger poking at the web, sending out confusing signals, if not tearing holes in the threads.
Odin is a Swedish satellite working in two disciplines: astrophysics and aeronomy, and it was named after Odin of Norse mythology. Within the field of astrophysics, Odin was used until the spring of 2007 aiding in the study of star formation. Odin is still used for aeronomical observations, including exploration of the depletion of the ozone layer and effects of global warming.
The main instrument on Odin is a radiometer using a 1.1 m telescope, designed to be used for both the astronomy and aeronomy missions. The radiometer works at 486-580 GHz and at 119 GHz. The second instrument on board is the OSIRIS (Optical Spectrograph and InfraRed Imager System).[1]
Odin was developed by the Space Systems Division of Swedish Space Corporation (now OHB Sweden) as part of an international project involving the space agencies of Sweden (SNSB), Finland (TEKES), Canada (CSA) and France (CNES). Odin was launched on a START-1 rocket on February 20, 2001 from Svobodny, Russia. [2]
In April 2007, astronomers announced that Odin had made the first ever detection of molecular oxygen (O
2) in interstellar clouds.[3][4] I WILL TALK OF ODIN AGAIN, DONT FORGET THIS PIECE.
OZONE LAYER = The highest levels of ozone in the atmosphere are in the stratosphere, in a region also known as the layer between about 10 km and 50 km above the surface. Here it filters out the shorter wavelengths (LESS THAN 320nm) of ultraviolet light (270 to 400nm) from the Sun that would be harmful to most forms of life in large doses. These same wavelengths are also responsible for the production of vitamin D, which is essential for human health. Ozone in the stratosphere is mostly produced from ultraviolet rays reacting with oxygen. God has been showing me things about the number 32 over and over. And they all fit together, and become prophecy.
I am remembering this morning how in 1997, after I read Deut 32 Moses' Song; I took a nap and awakened to see my hands moving like playing a harp which is perpetual, even today. And in 2005, God told me that "Vulcan is going to fall." Vulcan is the mythological god of fire, he also has a hammer as a blacksmith. Vulcan is also "Nemesis" an opponent that cannot be beaten or overcome--one that inflicts vengeance and retribution--a source of harm or ruin. Vulcan also turned out to be the War Cabinet of the United States of America, which is named after the statue in Birmingham Al . of the largest iron statue of the mythological god of Vulcan. So yes, we have been seeing over the years Deut 32 playing out and also the United States falling. THE SONG OF MOSES IS STILL PLAYING
STILL LOTS MORE PROPHECY TO COME - DO YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT GOD IS DOING? THEN FOLLOW ME...MY LIFE IS PROPHETIC...I DONT KNOW HOW GOD DOES IT....BUT HE DOES. I am not educated on any of these topics. I only know what God shows me. I do what I see my Father doing. He was even showing me things about the stars and comets and how they were signs of what he was doing. God led me to a website on Biblical Astronomy by Bob Wadsworth. He tells how all the constellations tell the story of Jesus. And when astronomical events happen, like comets passing through certain constellations; he would tell of its significance pertaining to the bible. I recently tried to research on his site and he is no longer updating his information. But all of the old stuff is still there to look at. Genesis 1:14 "And God said let there be lights in the firmament of the heavens to divide the day from the night; and let them be for signs, and for seasons, and days, and years." Psalm 19:1-3 The heavens declare the glory of God; and the firmament sheweth His handy work. Day unto day uttereth speech, and night unto night sheweth knowledge. There is no speech nor language, where their voice is not heard.
In 2001 we moved into our new home in Hereford Arizona; a big two story house on 4 acres. This was our sixth home in 4 years. It was a repo and needed lots of work done on it. I was also still cleaning houses, child care and foster parenting. We also had 2 horses, 3 dogs, 5 cats, guinea pigs and a bird. God once again filled our house up and over flowing with lots of furniture and everything we needed and more. My daughter was 11 and still being schooled at home.
In 2004, I stopped doing foster parenting. I can remember that around Christmas time, I went driving around the poor part of Sierra Vista Az and I saw a young lady pushing a stroller. I stopped and asked her if she would like me to bring her some outside toys for her kids, and she said "yes." I had lots of outside play ground type toys that I didn't need anymore since I quit watching children so I wanted to bless someone. One day close to Christmas time, I loaded them all up in my truck and left my daughter at home; she was 14 yrs old then. I was almost to the young ladies house when I started weeping thanking God for blessing me with over flowing abundance so that I was able to bless someone else, and then all of a sudden I felt something touch me on my head. I was frantically trying to wipe it off, I had no idea what it was. So I dropped her toys off, prayed for her and said Merry Christmas. When I got home, my daughter said "mom when you were gone, I was on the computer and something touched me on my head." Wow! I never did figure out what that was about, it was definitely spiritual.
I started prayer walking everyday. One day the Lord said "take a walk with me, I am going to show you great and mighty things, do not be afraid." And when I did I started getting words from Him. The first word was tumult, meaning a great disturbance. There is going to be a great disturbance that is going to be ambiguous, open to many different interpretations. This disturbance will cause my people to be rousted, awakened from slumber, apathy or depression; to become active. Shortly after this word, the bad hurricanes started.
Then one day, I was walking in my house when I heard Him say "Vulcan". So I looked it up and found some astronomical information that some astronomers have predicted that our Sun has a companion star which is too small and faint to be noticed. The ancients named this planet like body "Vulcan". Catastrophic effects from cometary collisions have led to an alternate name for the Sun's companion; "Nemesis." Which means an opponent that cannot be beaten or overcome--one that inflicts vengeance and retribution--a source of harm or ruin. Vulcan has also been called the "dark star." Vulcan can influence comet-like space debris by canceling out its angular momentum and drawing it in from the Oort cloud with some periodicity related to Vulcan's orbit. The comets orbits are often modified as they pass near planets. But the initial incoming direction is most often from Vulcan's aphelion. As the comets near the sun, their sphere of influence collapses into a planet sized cloud. This becomes a leading and trailing cluster of hail which ignites as it enters earths atmosphere. Revelation 8:7 - The first angel sounded his trumpet, and there came HAIL AND FIRE mixed with blood, and it was hurled down upon the earth. A third of the earth was burned up, a third of the trees were burned up, and all the green grass was burned up. This implies that comet related debris fragments made of combustible material enter the atmosphere and ignite. This prophecy may also be describing the results of a collapse of the earths magnetic field. Energetic solar particles held in the Van Allen belts and earths bow wave would be released causing global "northern lights" displays and mutations of microbes.
At this point in my research of all the revelations God had given me, I saw Vulcan falling out of the sky. God told me that "Vulcan is going to fall". He also showed me that the earths magnetic field being out of balance is the cause of many natural disasters to come. As I looked up info about the magnetic field and what could happen if it were out of balance, I saw underground rivers breaking forth, in the natural and in the spirit. I asked God where is Vulcan going to fall? And I heard Virginia, I also saw fire when He told me Virginia. After pondering these thoughts for awhile, I thought maybe there is a political twist to all this. So I started searching on the web and ended up on the Time Magazine Site. I found an article by James Mann, the article read "Fall of a Vulcan." I also found that he wrote a book called "Rise of the Vulcans." The Vulcans turned out to be the Presidents War Cabinet of the United States. Condoleeza Rice had grown up in Birmingham Alabama, a steel town; and overlooking the city is a huge statue of Vulcan; the Roman god of the forge. It is the largest iron statue in the world. And it is the mythological god of fire, volcanoes and metal working. It is also depicted with a blacksmiths hammer. So for some reason, the U.S. war cabinet called themselves the Vulcans. The six people that he profiled in his book are Dick Cheney, the Vice President, Donald Rumsfeld, Secretary of Defense; Paul Wolfowitz, his Deputy; Colin Powell, who was Secretary of State in the first George W. Bush administration; his Deputy, Richard Armitage; and Condoleeza Rice.
Next God gave me the word "preeminence" which means - superiority or foremost. In the book by James Mann he mentions that he has traced three or four common attitudes that the Vulcans have had over the years. One of them is an emphasis on the importance of military power. Military power is the main goal and main approach, main tactic. This isn't a matter of institution building. Military power is preeminent. God also gave me the words "Northern lights" and the number 4. I had no idea what "northern lights" meant until God led me to a book called "Angels Don't Play this HAARP" by Jeane Manning and Dr. Nick Begich, When I picked up this book, I felt an overwhelming sense of responsibility as I read and saw that this book just summed up everything God had been showing me over the past year or so.
HAARP stands for "High Frequency Active Auroral Research Program" which is a joint project of the United States Air Force and Navy, based in Alaska (Northern Lights). The project is a research program designed to study the ionosphere in order to develop new weapons technology. The HAARP system is designed to manipulate the ionosphere, a layer which begins about thirty miles above the earth. The transmitter or HAARP device on the ground is a phased array antenna system - a large field of antennas designed to work together in focusing radio-frequency energy for manipulating the ionosphere. The radio frequency energy can be pulsed, shaped, and altered in ways never possible with other transmitters or at the power levels of this new facility.
HAARP will zap the upper atmosphere with a focused and steerable electromagnetic beam. It is an advanced model of an "ionospheric heater." (The ionosphere is electrically-charged sphere surrounding the earth's upper atmosphere.) Put simply, the apparatus for HAARP is a reversal of a radio telescope; antennas send out signals instead of receiving. HAARP is the test run for a super-powerful radiowave-beaming technology that lifts areas of the ionosphere by focusing a beam and heating those areas. Electromagnetic waves then bounce back onto earth and penetrate everything--living and dead. In the book "Angels Don't Play this HAARP" there are interviews with independent scientists, Dr. Rauscher shared her mental picture of the ionosphere. A soap-bubble-like sphere surrounding earths atmosphere, with movements swirling over the surface of the bubble. If a big enough hole is punched through it, she predicts, it could pop. David Yarrow, a researcher with a background in electronics described possible interactions of HAARP radiations with the ionosphere and earths magnetic grid. "HAARP will not burn 'holes' in the ionosphere; that is a dangerous understatement of what HAARP's giant gigawatt beam will do. Earth is spinning relative to thin electric shells of the multilayer membrane of 'iono-spheres' that absorb and shield earths surface from intense solar radiation, including charged particle storms in solar winds erupting from the sun. Earths axial spin means that HAARP - in a burst lasting more than a few minutes - will slice through the ionosphere like a microwave knife. This produces not a 'hole' but a long tear -- an incision.
Second concept: Crudely Plucking the Strings - As earth rotates, HAARP will slice across geomagnetic flux...a donut shaped spool of magnetic strings -- like longitude meridians (on maps). HAARP may not 'cut' these strings in Gaia's magnetic mantle, but will pulse each thread with harsh, out-of-harmony high frequencies. These noisy impulses will vibrate geomagnetic flux lines, sending vibrations all through the geomagnetic web. The image comes to mind of a spider on its web. An insect lands, and the web's vibrations alert the spider to possible prey. HAARP will be a man-made microwave finger poking at the web, sending out confusing signals, if not tearing holes in the threads.
Odin is a Swedish satellite working in two disciplines: astrophysics and aeronomy, and it was named after Odin of Norse mythology. Within the field of astrophysics, Odin was used until the spring of 2007 aiding in the study of star formation. Odin is still used for aeronomical observations, including exploration of the depletion of the ozone layer and effects of global warming.
The main instrument on Odin is a radiometer using a 1.1 m telescope, designed to be used for both the astronomy and aeronomy missions. The radiometer works at 486-580 GHz and at 119 GHz. The second instrument on board is the OSIRIS (Optical Spectrograph and InfraRed Imager System).[1]
Odin was developed by the Space Systems Division of Swedish Space Corporation (now OHB Sweden) as part of an international project involving the space agencies of Sweden (SNSB), Finland (TEKES), Canada (CSA) and France (CNES). Odin was launched on a START-1 rocket on February 20, 2001 from Svobodny, Russia. [2]
In April 2007, astronomers announced that Odin had made the first ever detection of molecular oxygen (O
2) in interstellar clouds.[3][4] I WILL TALK OF ODIN AGAIN, DONT FORGET THIS PIECE.
OZONE LAYER = The highest levels of ozone in the atmosphere are in the stratosphere, in a region also known as the layer between about 10 km and 50 km above the surface. Here it filters out the shorter wavelengths (LESS THAN 320nm) of ultraviolet light (270 to 400nm) from the Sun that would be harmful to most forms of life in large doses. These same wavelengths are also responsible for the production of vitamin D, which is essential for human health. Ozone in the stratosphere is mostly produced from ultraviolet rays reacting with oxygen. God has been showing me things about the number 32 over and over. And they all fit together, and become prophecy.
I am remembering this morning how in 1997, after I read Deut 32 Moses' Song; I took a nap and awakened to see my hands moving like playing a harp which is perpetual, even today. And in 2005, God told me that "Vulcan is going to fall." Vulcan is the mythological god of fire, he also has a hammer as a blacksmith. Vulcan is also "Nemesis" an opponent that cannot be beaten or overcome--one that inflicts vengeance and retribution--a source of harm or ruin. Vulcan also turned out to be the War Cabinet of the United States of America, which is named after the statue in Birmingham Al . of the largest iron statue of the mythological god of Vulcan. So yes, we have been seeing over the years Deut 32 playing out and also the United States falling. THE SONG OF MOSES IS STILL PLAYING
STILL LOTS MORE PROPHECY TO COME - DO YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT GOD IS DOING? THEN FOLLOW ME...MY LIFE IS PROPHETIC...I DONT KNOW HOW GOD DOES IT....BUT HE DOES. I am not educated on any of these topics. I only know what God shows me. I do what I see my Father doing. He was even showing me things about the stars and comets and how they were signs of what he was doing. God led me to a website on Biblical Astronomy by Bob Wadsworth. He tells how all the constellations tell the story of Jesus. And when astronomical events happen, like comets passing through certain constellations; he would tell of its significance pertaining to the bible. I recently tried to research on his site and he is no longer updating his information. But all of the old stuff is still there to look at. Genesis 1:14 "And God said let there be lights in the firmament of the heavens to divide the day from the night; and let them be for signs, and for seasons, and days, and years." Psalm 19:1-3 The heavens declare the glory of God; and the firmament sheweth His handy work. Day unto day uttereth speech, and night unto night sheweth knowledge. There is no speech nor language, where their voice is not heard.
Wednesday, March 9, 2016
Chapter 10 - GIVE THEM TO GOD
CHAPTER 10 - GIVE THEM TO GOD - Columbus Ohio 1997
I encountered big demons in Columbus Ohio. The spiritual warfare was always going on, with no letting up. Once again, as I was having such awesome times in God at World Harvest Church, the greatest I've ever experienced, it was also the greatest spiritual warfare I've ever experienced. I found out what it means when they say "big anointing, big devils." Pastor Rod Parsley has a great anointing, his ministry has brought miracles and deliverance in my life and I thank God for him and his wonderful anointed congregation. And if you ask my daughter today, she will tell you that it was a wonderful childhood memory for her. She did not ever know anything bad or stressful was going on. I kept my focus on God and what He was doing, not on the devil.
The spirit of Jezebel kept trying to provoke me. It even found ways to stir up the apartment community against me. But I just stayed in love and did not react to any of the tricks of the enemy. That caused this spirit to even get more hostile as she is lashing out for any kind of control. Eventually, it was so obvious who is real and who is the imposter; that her family leaves the church.
Not long after they leave, two Sundays in a row my car would not start after church; so I was not able to make it to work. Then I lose my job and I started feeling like my work with God was done here. So we sell and give away all that we had again, and move to Hemet California.
I chose Hemet California because that is where Amanda's dad lives. Her dad is a successful artist with many beautiful sculptures. He did his work out of his home and a lot of stray clay would get tracked onto the carpet. He paid me to pick it out of the carpet until I found a job as an apartment manager and threw newspapers to make up for costs. She was able to visit her dad a lot and he even bought us a car. This is when I started home schooling Amanda, at age 7.
We were only in Hemet for a few months when I got the phone call that my mom had cancer. I can recall back in 1996 before we left for Ohio, I had visited a church and ended up giving my whole family over to God; telling God I cannot save them but you can. We sell and give away everything again and head to Sierra Vista Az where my mom and dad live. We moved in with my parents to help them out. While out to breakfast one morning with my mom, an elderly man asked me if I would clean his house, and I thought it would be a little extra money while helping my parents, so I did. I was able to pray with my mother and she asked Jesus to be her Lord and Savior. We even went to church together and I also got to experience my dad walking down to the altar weeping and asking Jesus to be his Lord and Savior. And I also got to hear my dad on his knees by my mom apologizing for things I thought I would never witness. Things that I deeply longed for were coming to pass, because of the cancer. My mom passed on to glory in January 1999. My dad remarried and then he passed on to glory in 2010. I thank God that they are saved and that He allowed me to experience those very precious moments with them.
After my mom had passed away in 1999, we had moved into an apartment community in Sierra Vista. I started cleaning the apartments after people moved out. I also started doing childcare and became a licensed foster parent. My daughter and I enjoyed all the children so much, I still think about and love them all. In 2001, I was renting a house in town; we were thriving and doing well. My daughter even talked me into getting her a colt. I knew nothing about taking care of a horse either; I had to pay for boarding it. The owners of the house we were living in said they were going to sell it, so I decided to try and buy it. I didn't really think I had a chance because when I got out of the Air Force I had some debt that was still owed. I was approved for the loan on the house and went to sign first escrow papers. My daughter and I were so excited and I even started doing some repairs on the house, then the owners changed their mind. We were so upset, but I thought well I was approved for a loan, so I'm going to buy a house. We found one on a rural property, foreclosure on 4 acres and perfect for our horse. Only problem was that they wanted more money down. I had just recently got a new housekeeping customer, they were an elderly couple. I was cleaning their house one day and telling them my story of how they changed their mind on selling me the house. The next time I went to clean for them, they said "Laurie, we are going to finance you for the whole thing and give you 10,000 more for repairs on the house." Wow, praise God! God had a better plan than I did.
Gods ways are not my ways, and His thoughts are not my thoughts. And He proved that He is able to do exceedingly abundantly beyond all that we ask or think. To God be the glory. Ephesians 3:20 I am very excited about writing the next chapter on "I'm going to show you great and mighty things." Stay with me, your Father God is calling you. He is calling you into an intimate relationship with Him. A place where you can hear Him, experience Him and learn how to follow His Holy Spirit.
I encountered big demons in Columbus Ohio. The spiritual warfare was always going on, with no letting up. Once again, as I was having such awesome times in God at World Harvest Church, the greatest I've ever experienced, it was also the greatest spiritual warfare I've ever experienced. I found out what it means when they say "big anointing, big devils." Pastor Rod Parsley has a great anointing, his ministry has brought miracles and deliverance in my life and I thank God for him and his wonderful anointed congregation. And if you ask my daughter today, she will tell you that it was a wonderful childhood memory for her. She did not ever know anything bad or stressful was going on. I kept my focus on God and what He was doing, not on the devil.
The spirit of Jezebel kept trying to provoke me. It even found ways to stir up the apartment community against me. But I just stayed in love and did not react to any of the tricks of the enemy. That caused this spirit to even get more hostile as she is lashing out for any kind of control. Eventually, it was so obvious who is real and who is the imposter; that her family leaves the church.
Not long after they leave, two Sundays in a row my car would not start after church; so I was not able to make it to work. Then I lose my job and I started feeling like my work with God was done here. So we sell and give away all that we had again, and move to Hemet California.
I chose Hemet California because that is where Amanda's dad lives. Her dad is a successful artist with many beautiful sculptures. He did his work out of his home and a lot of stray clay would get tracked onto the carpet. He paid me to pick it out of the carpet until I found a job as an apartment manager and threw newspapers to make up for costs. She was able to visit her dad a lot and he even bought us a car. This is when I started home schooling Amanda, at age 7.
We were only in Hemet for a few months when I got the phone call that my mom had cancer. I can recall back in 1996 before we left for Ohio, I had visited a church and ended up giving my whole family over to God; telling God I cannot save them but you can. We sell and give away everything again and head to Sierra Vista Az where my mom and dad live. We moved in with my parents to help them out. While out to breakfast one morning with my mom, an elderly man asked me if I would clean his house, and I thought it would be a little extra money while helping my parents, so I did. I was able to pray with my mother and she asked Jesus to be her Lord and Savior. We even went to church together and I also got to experience my dad walking down to the altar weeping and asking Jesus to be his Lord and Savior. And I also got to hear my dad on his knees by my mom apologizing for things I thought I would never witness. Things that I deeply longed for were coming to pass, because of the cancer. My mom passed on to glory in January 1999. My dad remarried and then he passed on to glory in 2010. I thank God that they are saved and that He allowed me to experience those very precious moments with them.
After my mom had passed away in 1999, we had moved into an apartment community in Sierra Vista. I started cleaning the apartments after people moved out. I also started doing childcare and became a licensed foster parent. My daughter and I enjoyed all the children so much, I still think about and love them all. In 2001, I was renting a house in town; we were thriving and doing well. My daughter even talked me into getting her a colt. I knew nothing about taking care of a horse either; I had to pay for boarding it. The owners of the house we were living in said they were going to sell it, so I decided to try and buy it. I didn't really think I had a chance because when I got out of the Air Force I had some debt that was still owed. I was approved for the loan on the house and went to sign first escrow papers. My daughter and I were so excited and I even started doing some repairs on the house, then the owners changed their mind. We were so upset, but I thought well I was approved for a loan, so I'm going to buy a house. We found one on a rural property, foreclosure on 4 acres and perfect for our horse. Only problem was that they wanted more money down. I had just recently got a new housekeeping customer, they were an elderly couple. I was cleaning their house one day and telling them my story of how they changed their mind on selling me the house. The next time I went to clean for them, they said "Laurie, we are going to finance you for the whole thing and give you 10,000 more for repairs on the house." Wow, praise God! God had a better plan than I did.
Gods ways are not my ways, and His thoughts are not my thoughts. And He proved that He is able to do exceedingly abundantly beyond all that we ask or think. To God be the glory. Ephesians 3:20 I am very excited about writing the next chapter on "I'm going to show you great and mighty things." Stay with me, your Father God is calling you. He is calling you into an intimate relationship with Him. A place where you can hear Him, experience Him and learn how to follow His Holy Spirit.
Tuesday, February 16, 2016
CHAPTER 9 - SHEEP OR WOLF?
CHAPTER 9 - SHEEP OR WOLF?
Well as you recall, when I was having all those awesome miracles in Phoenix, at the Assembly of God Church; I was also battling the Jezebel spirit. It is a very controlling, manipulating, dominating and intimidating spirit. God taught me a lot about her when I asked Him, "what was that, is that you?" And I remember telling one of the leaders there that I did not have fear until I came here. There was a womens' group meeting for prayer, we were all sitting around in a circle and as the ladies needed prayer, they would gather around them and pray. They would pray about the devil and what it was doing to the person and how miserable it made the person and how it has them bound and how long it has been doing it. Ugh!! And then I would pray like this, "Thank you Father God that you are bigger than all those problems, and you are in control. And I thank you that you have made us victorious in Jesus name." And they all looked up at me with their mouths open, as if I were saying something bad. And then they started saying things like "well some people don't believe there is a devil." And I'm thinking, of course I do. But I want to win. And I want to magnify God, and make Him bigger than my problem. Not make the devil big! And give him all this credit for doing all these dirty deeds. He doesn't care how you talk about him as long as your focus and attention is not on God! And we only win and overcome by staying focused on God and His marvelous works and love and mercy and grace. Revelation 12:11 - And they overcame him by the blood of the Lamb and by the word of their testimony.
I have been supernaturally delivered several times. And I am convinced that we do not have to know the deep things of satan in order to be delivered. We need to have a repentant heart and willingness to change. I said "God I don't want to pass on any generational curses to my daughter, and God orchestrated the whole thing to put me in the right place at the right time, with the right people." He did teach me in the beginning that as Christians we can be oppressed by demons. So I knew there was a devil and I knew what to do when I encounter one. In the name of Jesus, get out! And my focus was always on God, and WHAT GOD WAS DOING! Not what satan was doing.
Many times since I've been following the Holy Spirit, I have encountered the spirit of Jezebel.
Once again, as I am having so many wonderful miraculous things happen to us; the spiritual warfare is also going on. I thought I had encountered big devils in Phoenix, but these are bearing down on me even more in Ohio. Remember Daisy from chapter 7? She was the woman that helped me when I first got to Columbus. She was also the one who came knocking on my door when I got the eviction sticker on my door wanting her twin mattress and bowls back. And she was not nice about it at all. She had that same spirit of Jezebel that I encountered in the Phoenix church. And she was also a lay pastor. That spirit loves to get real close to the leadership to have more control. So she made a big scene trying to make me look bad because she thought I was going to get evicted. Then God showed up and showed off in my life. And instead of her apologizing to me, she now has gotten very vengeful towards me. She has four children, all girls. One evening at a church function, Amanda and I walk into the church room filled with people and her oldest daughter points at us and starts crying. She is pointing and crying while talking to one of the ladies. Her daughters would constantly do things trying to provoke us. And then one day, I was going to my car right outside my apartment and Daisy comes up to me screaming and bumping into me with her chest. She was screaming, "you witch" and lots of other bad language. Her friends and some teenage boys were near by watching. I did not even know those teen boys and they started yelling at me too! I stood my ground and looked her in the eye as she is bumping me trying to get me to hit her; I said "I am not going to hit you, I am just going to love you." And her mouth fell open in surprise, and she backed off. So I go in my apartment and a few minutes later the police are knocking on my door. They could not tell me exactly why they were at my door, just that someone called them on me. All I could say was that she was just trying to make a big scene, trying to ACCUSE me of something, anything. I couldn't even think of why she would be calling me a witch, except that God was using me to expose those devils she was harboring. John 10:20 And many of them said, He (Jesus) has a devil and is mad why do you listen to him? The religious Pharisees were always trying to accuse Jesus and set traps for him. Why are we so quick to believe another persons accusations against someone else. I pray for our eyes to be open to all these tricks and schemes of the devil. The wolf in sheeps clothes can be sitting right next to you in church. A sure way to find a wolf, is get wounded. All the wolfs start showing up, even people you would have never imagined. They smell blood, and have come to finish you off! I LOVE THE CHURCH. I'm not talking about the church, I'm talking about the enemy of the church who can be an imposter, a wolf who comes in seeking someone to devour. We still need to go to church. God wants us to be wise as serpents and harmless as doves. You are still safest in church.
I am also reminded of Mark 5. This particular chapter comes to my mind often because I have had instances when a person will come up to me and just start manifesting evil behavior. I took an exercise class at the gym and this instructor just did not like me from the moment I walked in. She ended up acting out very badly towards me in front of the whole class. She was having conversation with lots of people in the room while we were all exercising. And she yells at me to put down the weights in my hand, of which we all had; so I did. And several minutes later she still has not told me I could pick them back up or even why she yelled at me like that. I thought okay maybe I was red in the face and she thought I was going to pass out. So as I am still keeping up with them with no problem, I ask her can I pick them up now. And no answer, she wont even look at me. So I wait a while again. By this time, I am sensing a spiritual battle going on. As we are bending over in a position that she can very plainly see my face, if she would look at me, I said "excuse me, is there a reason why you can talk to all of them but you wont answer my question?" And she yells at me (causing a big scene, sound familiar?) and says "see me after class!" Oh my goodness, her class went on and on and on! Two and a half hours of high impact aerobics. I was exhausted, but I knew that I was going to stay and see her after class.
So as she was saying bye to last few people, I walked up and said "hi, I'm Laurie. What's your name?" And she yelled again, "I don't have to tell you nothing!" I said well you work here, I believe I am entitled to know your name." She then yelled again, "I don't have to tell you nothing." And I said "well you asked me to see you after class, was I doing something wrong?" And again, "I don't have to tell you nothing"! And she starts to walk away from me, and I walk with her and still trying to find out why she treated me so badly, I say "well I just wanted to find out what I did wrong so I don't do it again." And she then gets very violent and screams at me "you better get out of my space, I'm warning you!" I thought she was going to hit me. Then as I go to my car, its late and dark outside, and she is standing out in the parking lot still going off about me to a few other women. I cried when I got home, I felt so violated and attacked. It really caught me off guard. And no, I wasn't perfect either; I called her some names in my house that evening that I had to repent of. So a week goes by, and every day I thought about her and prayed for her to be saved and delivered from those evil spirits that are controlling her. About a week later, I was in a weight room right across the hall from her class that was just about to start, when I start talking to a woman and her mom I just met. She was telling me how she just had cancer; so I said "why don't we pray about that" and we held hands and prayed for her. And then spontaneously I went across the hall to her class, full of the same people that saw her act out at me. I walked up to the front of the class slowly, while everyone was watching, and that instructors lip was quivering like a mad dog as I walked up. I got just a few inches away from her face and said "about the other day", and I waited until she looked at me. I said, "I forgive you." And I walked slowly out of the classroom. I prayed for her almost everyday afterwards for at least a couple months. I wonder if anyone has ever prayed for her? God wants to use us. If we get so offended so easily and always think its about us, He can't use us to intercede and stand in the gap for others. So looking back, I think of Mark chapter 5. When the demon possessed man runs up to Jesus after he gets out of the boat and just starts manifesting evil behavior. The man wanted to be saved, but the demons knew who Jesus was and asked Him not to cast them out. They immediately started to manifest in the presence of Jesus. The light exposes the darkness! No longer can hide!
Thank you Father God for setting us free! You are the light of the world and I want to join you in your work as you cleanse and purify me first. I submit to you now my mind, my body, my soul and my spirit and I invite you to come in, and CLEAN THIS HOUSE for your Holy Spirit to dwell. And then I ask you to show me where you are working so I can join you in your work of setting the captives free! God is at work to set us free! Shining His light to expose all unclean spirits. Do not keep resisting God. It is not the devil exposing your demons, it is God! Repent and let the light, Gods mercy and love set you free! And like a mother loves you enough to tell you the truth, I will tell you the truth. Because it is only the truth that will set you free.
Well as you recall, when I was having all those awesome miracles in Phoenix, at the Assembly of God Church; I was also battling the Jezebel spirit. It is a very controlling, manipulating, dominating and intimidating spirit. God taught me a lot about her when I asked Him, "what was that, is that you?" And I remember telling one of the leaders there that I did not have fear until I came here. There was a womens' group meeting for prayer, we were all sitting around in a circle and as the ladies needed prayer, they would gather around them and pray. They would pray about the devil and what it was doing to the person and how miserable it made the person and how it has them bound and how long it has been doing it. Ugh!! And then I would pray like this, "Thank you Father God that you are bigger than all those problems, and you are in control. And I thank you that you have made us victorious in Jesus name." And they all looked up at me with their mouths open, as if I were saying something bad. And then they started saying things like "well some people don't believe there is a devil." And I'm thinking, of course I do. But I want to win. And I want to magnify God, and make Him bigger than my problem. Not make the devil big! And give him all this credit for doing all these dirty deeds. He doesn't care how you talk about him as long as your focus and attention is not on God! And we only win and overcome by staying focused on God and His marvelous works and love and mercy and grace. Revelation 12:11 - And they overcame him by the blood of the Lamb and by the word of their testimony.
I have been supernaturally delivered several times. And I am convinced that we do not have to know the deep things of satan in order to be delivered. We need to have a repentant heart and willingness to change. I said "God I don't want to pass on any generational curses to my daughter, and God orchestrated the whole thing to put me in the right place at the right time, with the right people." He did teach me in the beginning that as Christians we can be oppressed by demons. So I knew there was a devil and I knew what to do when I encounter one. In the name of Jesus, get out! And my focus was always on God, and WHAT GOD WAS DOING! Not what satan was doing.
Many times since I've been following the Holy Spirit, I have encountered the spirit of Jezebel.
Once again, as I am having so many wonderful miraculous things happen to us; the spiritual warfare is also going on. I thought I had encountered big devils in Phoenix, but these are bearing down on me even more in Ohio. Remember Daisy from chapter 7? She was the woman that helped me when I first got to Columbus. She was also the one who came knocking on my door when I got the eviction sticker on my door wanting her twin mattress and bowls back. And she was not nice about it at all. She had that same spirit of Jezebel that I encountered in the Phoenix church. And she was also a lay pastor. That spirit loves to get real close to the leadership to have more control. So she made a big scene trying to make me look bad because she thought I was going to get evicted. Then God showed up and showed off in my life. And instead of her apologizing to me, she now has gotten very vengeful towards me. She has four children, all girls. One evening at a church function, Amanda and I walk into the church room filled with people and her oldest daughter points at us and starts crying. She is pointing and crying while talking to one of the ladies. Her daughters would constantly do things trying to provoke us. And then one day, I was going to my car right outside my apartment and Daisy comes up to me screaming and bumping into me with her chest. She was screaming, "you witch" and lots of other bad language. Her friends and some teenage boys were near by watching. I did not even know those teen boys and they started yelling at me too! I stood my ground and looked her in the eye as she is bumping me trying to get me to hit her; I said "I am not going to hit you, I am just going to love you." And her mouth fell open in surprise, and she backed off. So I go in my apartment and a few minutes later the police are knocking on my door. They could not tell me exactly why they were at my door, just that someone called them on me. All I could say was that she was just trying to make a big scene, trying to ACCUSE me of something, anything. I couldn't even think of why she would be calling me a witch, except that God was using me to expose those devils she was harboring. John 10:20 And many of them said, He (Jesus) has a devil and is mad why do you listen to him? The religious Pharisees were always trying to accuse Jesus and set traps for him. Why are we so quick to believe another persons accusations against someone else. I pray for our eyes to be open to all these tricks and schemes of the devil. The wolf in sheeps clothes can be sitting right next to you in church. A sure way to find a wolf, is get wounded. All the wolfs start showing up, even people you would have never imagined. They smell blood, and have come to finish you off! I LOVE THE CHURCH. I'm not talking about the church, I'm talking about the enemy of the church who can be an imposter, a wolf who comes in seeking someone to devour. We still need to go to church. God wants us to be wise as serpents and harmless as doves. You are still safest in church.
I am also reminded of Mark 5. This particular chapter comes to my mind often because I have had instances when a person will come up to me and just start manifesting evil behavior. I took an exercise class at the gym and this instructor just did not like me from the moment I walked in. She ended up acting out very badly towards me in front of the whole class. She was having conversation with lots of people in the room while we were all exercising. And she yells at me to put down the weights in my hand, of which we all had; so I did. And several minutes later she still has not told me I could pick them back up or even why she yelled at me like that. I thought okay maybe I was red in the face and she thought I was going to pass out. So as I am still keeping up with them with no problem, I ask her can I pick them up now. And no answer, she wont even look at me. So I wait a while again. By this time, I am sensing a spiritual battle going on. As we are bending over in a position that she can very plainly see my face, if she would look at me, I said "excuse me, is there a reason why you can talk to all of them but you wont answer my question?" And she yells at me (causing a big scene, sound familiar?) and says "see me after class!" Oh my goodness, her class went on and on and on! Two and a half hours of high impact aerobics. I was exhausted, but I knew that I was going to stay and see her after class.
So as she was saying bye to last few people, I walked up and said "hi, I'm Laurie. What's your name?" And she yelled again, "I don't have to tell you nothing!" I said well you work here, I believe I am entitled to know your name." She then yelled again, "I don't have to tell you nothing." And I said "well you asked me to see you after class, was I doing something wrong?" And again, "I don't have to tell you nothing"! And she starts to walk away from me, and I walk with her and still trying to find out why she treated me so badly, I say "well I just wanted to find out what I did wrong so I don't do it again." And she then gets very violent and screams at me "you better get out of my space, I'm warning you!" I thought she was going to hit me. Then as I go to my car, its late and dark outside, and she is standing out in the parking lot still going off about me to a few other women. I cried when I got home, I felt so violated and attacked. It really caught me off guard. And no, I wasn't perfect either; I called her some names in my house that evening that I had to repent of. So a week goes by, and every day I thought about her and prayed for her to be saved and delivered from those evil spirits that are controlling her. About a week later, I was in a weight room right across the hall from her class that was just about to start, when I start talking to a woman and her mom I just met. She was telling me how she just had cancer; so I said "why don't we pray about that" and we held hands and prayed for her. And then spontaneously I went across the hall to her class, full of the same people that saw her act out at me. I walked up to the front of the class slowly, while everyone was watching, and that instructors lip was quivering like a mad dog as I walked up. I got just a few inches away from her face and said "about the other day", and I waited until she looked at me. I said, "I forgive you." And I walked slowly out of the classroom. I prayed for her almost everyday afterwards for at least a couple months. I wonder if anyone has ever prayed for her? God wants to use us. If we get so offended so easily and always think its about us, He can't use us to intercede and stand in the gap for others. So looking back, I think of Mark chapter 5. When the demon possessed man runs up to Jesus after he gets out of the boat and just starts manifesting evil behavior. The man wanted to be saved, but the demons knew who Jesus was and asked Him not to cast them out. They immediately started to manifest in the presence of Jesus. The light exposes the darkness! No longer can hide!
Thank you Father God for setting us free! You are the light of the world and I want to join you in your work as you cleanse and purify me first. I submit to you now my mind, my body, my soul and my spirit and I invite you to come in, and CLEAN THIS HOUSE for your Holy Spirit to dwell. And then I ask you to show me where you are working so I can join you in your work of setting the captives free! God is at work to set us free! Shining His light to expose all unclean spirits. Do not keep resisting God. It is not the devil exposing your demons, it is God! Repent and let the light, Gods mercy and love set you free! And like a mother loves you enough to tell you the truth, I will tell you the truth. Because it is only the truth that will set you free.
Saturday, February 13, 2016
CHAPTER 8 - HOLDING BACK
CHAPTER 8 - HOLDING BACK
I just remembered that when we had first got to Columbus Ohio, I had made a friend named Christie, and she gave me a ride to a thrift store to buy a few things. And on the counter as we were checking out, was a small town news letter. So I took one and while driving away, I read a scripture that was on it, and it was Acts 5:1-5. It is about how Ananias and Sapphira sold a possession and instead of bringing all the money they got for it to the Apostle, they kept some of the money and lied and said they gave it all. And when I read that, my spirit jumped within me and I told my friend "that is what God is doing! That is what He is doing!" And the next time we went to church, there was a guest speaker that night. And his message was on how we have not given God our best. That we are holding back the best. And he gave the same scripture that was on that newsletter! People were flooding to the altar and bringing all kinds of things and leaving them at the altar. They were even going home and getting stereos, shoes, jackets, and lots of big things; the altar was overflowing with offerings and sacrifices of people giving their best! This is a big 5000 seat church with a big long altar, and it was full! And then God reminded me; I did not give my best. I still kept out of all the things I got rid of, a large bag of jewelry. It was the size of a man shaving bag and heavy, filled with lots of real diamonds, gem stones, silver and gold. I didn't have a car at this time, so the next day, I brought it to the church and gave God my best things that I was holding back. I was also surprised to see lots of other people coming back the next day, still bringing God their best!
Wow, that was an absolutely awesome experience to see all those people hearing God at the same time! If He told me what He was going to do, He was also telling them. That is why no one hesitated to give their best, God was already speaking to them even before they got there.
So I'm sitting here thinking even about when he called me and said "repent". I thought I was already good, when I wasn't. And then I even thought that I had given up everything to follow Him, and I hadn't. Just goes to show how our minds can deceive us. We need to stay constantly in that intimate relationship with Him to lead us and teach us. Proverbs 3:6 - In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct your paths.
We were starting to thrive and enjoy Columbus, Ohio. I wasn't able to continue bible college due to finances, so I got a full time job as an Apartment Community Manager. God gave us a car for only $200, it burned oil pretty badly but it got us around. Mandy was still going to 1st grade at World Harvest Church and doing well. We even had a picnic at the park with her teacher, so fun.
Another awesome thing that happened when we first got to Columbus was Amanda saw an angel. I had memorized Psalm 91 when we lived in Phoenix because we had so many supernatural things going on. And I was in the habit of saying it every night before bed. But this particular night in Columbus Ohio, we were both sleeping on a borrowed twin mattress on the floor. I forgot to say Psalm 91 over us that night and Amanda woke up in the middle of the night crying and scared. I was so tired, so I just told her its okay honey go back to sleep. And she kept crying, still scared. And then as we were laying there facing each other, she looks past me and behind me and says "I see an angel, I see an angel and she said DO NOT BE AFRAID." And she went right back to sleep. The next day we are sitting in church and the Pastor is preaching on Mary, when the ANGEL GABRIEL SHOWED UP AND TOLD HER "DO NOT BE AFRAID." Amanda and I looked at each other with our mouths wide open in amazement! And then after that happened she would occasionally tell me that she sees a light following her! Praise God!
I just remembered that when we had first got to Columbus Ohio, I had made a friend named Christie, and she gave me a ride to a thrift store to buy a few things. And on the counter as we were checking out, was a small town news letter. So I took one and while driving away, I read a scripture that was on it, and it was Acts 5:1-5. It is about how Ananias and Sapphira sold a possession and instead of bringing all the money they got for it to the Apostle, they kept some of the money and lied and said they gave it all. And when I read that, my spirit jumped within me and I told my friend "that is what God is doing! That is what He is doing!" And the next time we went to church, there was a guest speaker that night. And his message was on how we have not given God our best. That we are holding back the best. And he gave the same scripture that was on that newsletter! People were flooding to the altar and bringing all kinds of things and leaving them at the altar. They were even going home and getting stereos, shoes, jackets, and lots of big things; the altar was overflowing with offerings and sacrifices of people giving their best! This is a big 5000 seat church with a big long altar, and it was full! And then God reminded me; I did not give my best. I still kept out of all the things I got rid of, a large bag of jewelry. It was the size of a man shaving bag and heavy, filled with lots of real diamonds, gem stones, silver and gold. I didn't have a car at this time, so the next day, I brought it to the church and gave God my best things that I was holding back. I was also surprised to see lots of other people coming back the next day, still bringing God their best!
Wow, that was an absolutely awesome experience to see all those people hearing God at the same time! If He told me what He was going to do, He was also telling them. That is why no one hesitated to give their best, God was already speaking to them even before they got there.
So I'm sitting here thinking even about when he called me and said "repent". I thought I was already good, when I wasn't. And then I even thought that I had given up everything to follow Him, and I hadn't. Just goes to show how our minds can deceive us. We need to stay constantly in that intimate relationship with Him to lead us and teach us. Proverbs 3:6 - In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct your paths.
We were starting to thrive and enjoy Columbus, Ohio. I wasn't able to continue bible college due to finances, so I got a full time job as an Apartment Community Manager. God gave us a car for only $200, it burned oil pretty badly but it got us around. Mandy was still going to 1st grade at World Harvest Church and doing well. We even had a picnic at the park with her teacher, so fun.
Another awesome thing that happened when we first got to Columbus was Amanda saw an angel. I had memorized Psalm 91 when we lived in Phoenix because we had so many supernatural things going on. And I was in the habit of saying it every night before bed. But this particular night in Columbus Ohio, we were both sleeping on a borrowed twin mattress on the floor. I forgot to say Psalm 91 over us that night and Amanda woke up in the middle of the night crying and scared. I was so tired, so I just told her its okay honey go back to sleep. And she kept crying, still scared. And then as we were laying there facing each other, she looks past me and behind me and says "I see an angel, I see an angel and she said DO NOT BE AFRAID." And she went right back to sleep. The next day we are sitting in church and the Pastor is preaching on Mary, when the ANGEL GABRIEL SHOWED UP AND TOLD HER "DO NOT BE AFRAID." Amanda and I looked at each other with our mouths wide open in amazement! And then after that happened she would occasionally tell me that she sees a light following her! Praise God!
Thursday, February 11, 2016
CHAPTER 7 - BY FAITH I WENT, NOT KNOWING WHERE I WAS GOING
CHAPTER 7 - BY FAITH I WENT, NOT KNOWING WHERE I WAS GOING
After I sold and gave away all my belongings, and my family made me choose God or them. And my church kicks me out for telling them what God showed me; Its time to move on. I had no idea where I was going, I was just following God hour by hour, asking Him what is next. I ended up at a friends house in Phoenix and stayed there about 3 weeks. Then I moved back to my home town, Sierra Vista, AZ and established a household again and started college classes. While taking a walk the Lord said look at a dollar bill, and when I did, He showed me that the words around the pyramid said "The beginning of the New World Order." So I believe something huge in the world just happened to start this in order. After only a few months, I hear God speak to me again. I was watching Rod Parsley from World Harvest Church for the last year and I saw that he had a bible college. I felt very strongly that God was telling me to go to that bible college, so I sell and give away all of our belongings again. And once again, my mom and dad were very angry that I could even think about leaving right before Christmas.
It was two days before Christmas, 1996, that my daughter and I arrive in Columbus Ohio. I just asked the taxi driver to get me as close as he can to World Harvest Church; and he dropped us off at a Red Roof Inn. I didn't know anyone in Columbus Ohio, its two days before Christmas and snow on the ground. I just looked up the churches phone number and called to ask if there was anyone at the church who could let us stay with them for a couple weeks until I get on my feet. He said, well its Christmas so it may be a little hard, but I will get back to you. Two days go by and still no call from him. So I call him again, and he said I will call you back. And still no call. So God said "go to breakfast at that Waffle House across the street." We did, and while I'm eating God says "see that woman sitting by herself, ask her for a ride." I asked her for a ride and she said, sure no problem but I need to go to my job before I bring you to that church. So she brings us to a Bar in a strip mall of other stores, and says this is my business and gives us a coke and some pretzels. She then hands me the phone and a phone book and says call around look for a place to live. I was so humble, just looking for God to speak to me, so I was doing everything she said. She took me to Georges Creek apartments, I fill out an application and find out that you have to have an income to get approved for an apartment. So Rita, is her name, she cosigns for me to get an apartment! And then she takes me back to her bar and says "by the way, I'm selling this place and here is your dining room table and chairs, your silverware and dishes etc." And then she takes me down the mall a couple stores where her mother is working and her mother gives us a television, then her sister brings us linens and blankets and nik naks. Rita even let me borrow her car for a week so I could go look for a job. Praise God! And after I get my apartment, I meet a woman (whos fictitious name will be Daisy) in the laundry room who goes to World Harvest Church, I tell her about us and she lets us borrow a twin bed mattress and a few bowls.
So now it was after Christmas and it is the New Years Service of 1997 at the church. I have only been to the church three times so far, and I'm sitting kind of in the middle left of sanctuary when Pastor Rod Parsley is preaching. And right in the middle of his preaching, he looks at me and yells, "hey you blondie, yea you. Do you believe that Pastor Rod Parsley can do great exploits in the name of Jesus?" And I nodded my head yes (not really even knowing what exploits meant). And he said "well so will you," And I teared up and couldn't wait to get home so I could look up the word "exploits." Wow it means "great acts of courage and bravery. And I thought, oh my goodness I already feel like I've done great acts of courage, and I'm wondering if he is talking about what I've done already or what I'm going to do! I will never let go of that word God gave me. It keeps me going and having hope, even through the rough times in my life. Even if I only went to Ohio to get that word from God, it was worth it all.
One Sunday at church, the Pastor offers several people to go to bible college for three months until they were able to pay. I jumped on the opportunity and started college. It was so awesome, like going to church everyday! So I only had about nine hundred dollars when I got to Ohio, and time is ticking away. I have been looking for a job and praying for work. I meet this very nice family at church, Joann Rose who offered to take Amanda to school in the mornings. So I go and sign Amanda up for their Christian school at World Harvest Church and get her uniform. She was in first grade, and so cute in her uniform! Time is going by and still no job and now I have an eviction sticker on my door! Was not easy looking for work with snow on the ground and no car. So the same woman, Daisy, that started out helping me in the beginning is now turning against me and wanting all her things back. She was a lay pastor at the church. I was really beginning to feel the spiritual warfare in that environment. Big devils that I have not encountered yet. So at this point, I feel like lots of the neighbors are watching what is going on with me and I'm feeling the enemy of my soul coming against me. I will never forget that while I was taking a shower, I was crying out to God saying "what are you doing to me?"
While at church one Sunday I asked a minister to pray for me and so she then told me to be ready for her and her husband to pick me up very early in the morning. The next morning they take me to the City Hall or Veterans Building and come to find out, Ohio pays for veterans back rent and utilities when you need it. So they paid my back rent and utilities for me and I'm praising God! Not long after that, I get a job as an Apartment Manager at a community down the street. And the other manager there sells me a car for only two hundred dollars. It burned oil pretty bad, but it ran well. Now we are beginning to thrive here in Ohio.
God is faithful! He is my provider. After I have seen him fill my house with things over and over, I have no fear of not having things! And He also says in Matthew 19:29 - And every one that has forsaken houses, or brothers or sisters or father or mother or wife or children or lands for my names sake, SHALL RECEIVE A HUNDREDFOLD AND SHALL INHERIT EVERLASTING LIFE.
I KNOW I AM RICH. My daughter has asked me for things and they would just show up, somehow, somewhere. Once while praying at my apartment in Ohio, God interrupted my prayer and said "take out the trash", and I thought, I already did that. And He said it again. So I took the trash out to the dumpster outside and there was a beautiful wooden cabinet sitting there by the dumpster. So I asked a guy walking by if he could help me bring it in to my apartment. Another time, I found a very nice king size bed in the dumpster and I asked my neighbor to help me get it out and bring it in. We also found a nice bunk bed frame by dumpster for Amanda's room. Things just came from all over, each one a miracle from God! God has always been working on my humility, before I started following Him, I would have never done such a thing, as get things out of the trash and borrow things from people. He is at work in my heart! After all these years of God filling my house with things. I still haven't used up my hundred times more than what I gave up! I am rich!!!!
After I sold and gave away all my belongings, and my family made me choose God or them. And my church kicks me out for telling them what God showed me; Its time to move on. I had no idea where I was going, I was just following God hour by hour, asking Him what is next. I ended up at a friends house in Phoenix and stayed there about 3 weeks. Then I moved back to my home town, Sierra Vista, AZ and established a household again and started college classes. While taking a walk the Lord said look at a dollar bill, and when I did, He showed me that the words around the pyramid said "The beginning of the New World Order." So I believe something huge in the world just happened to start this in order. After only a few months, I hear God speak to me again. I was watching Rod Parsley from World Harvest Church for the last year and I saw that he had a bible college. I felt very strongly that God was telling me to go to that bible college, so I sell and give away all of our belongings again. And once again, my mom and dad were very angry that I could even think about leaving right before Christmas.
It was two days before Christmas, 1996, that my daughter and I arrive in Columbus Ohio. I just asked the taxi driver to get me as close as he can to World Harvest Church; and he dropped us off at a Red Roof Inn. I didn't know anyone in Columbus Ohio, its two days before Christmas and snow on the ground. I just looked up the churches phone number and called to ask if there was anyone at the church who could let us stay with them for a couple weeks until I get on my feet. He said, well its Christmas so it may be a little hard, but I will get back to you. Two days go by and still no call from him. So I call him again, and he said I will call you back. And still no call. So God said "go to breakfast at that Waffle House across the street." We did, and while I'm eating God says "see that woman sitting by herself, ask her for a ride." I asked her for a ride and she said, sure no problem but I need to go to my job before I bring you to that church. So she brings us to a Bar in a strip mall of other stores, and says this is my business and gives us a coke and some pretzels. She then hands me the phone and a phone book and says call around look for a place to live. I was so humble, just looking for God to speak to me, so I was doing everything she said. She took me to Georges Creek apartments, I fill out an application and find out that you have to have an income to get approved for an apartment. So Rita, is her name, she cosigns for me to get an apartment! And then she takes me back to her bar and says "by the way, I'm selling this place and here is your dining room table and chairs, your silverware and dishes etc." And then she takes me down the mall a couple stores where her mother is working and her mother gives us a television, then her sister brings us linens and blankets and nik naks. Rita even let me borrow her car for a week so I could go look for a job. Praise God! And after I get my apartment, I meet a woman (whos fictitious name will be Daisy) in the laundry room who goes to World Harvest Church, I tell her about us and she lets us borrow a twin bed mattress and a few bowls.
So now it was after Christmas and it is the New Years Service of 1997 at the church. I have only been to the church three times so far, and I'm sitting kind of in the middle left of sanctuary when Pastor Rod Parsley is preaching. And right in the middle of his preaching, he looks at me and yells, "hey you blondie, yea you. Do you believe that Pastor Rod Parsley can do great exploits in the name of Jesus?" And I nodded my head yes (not really even knowing what exploits meant). And he said "well so will you," And I teared up and couldn't wait to get home so I could look up the word "exploits." Wow it means "great acts of courage and bravery. And I thought, oh my goodness I already feel like I've done great acts of courage, and I'm wondering if he is talking about what I've done already or what I'm going to do! I will never let go of that word God gave me. It keeps me going and having hope, even through the rough times in my life. Even if I only went to Ohio to get that word from God, it was worth it all.
One Sunday at church, the Pastor offers several people to go to bible college for three months until they were able to pay. I jumped on the opportunity and started college. It was so awesome, like going to church everyday! So I only had about nine hundred dollars when I got to Ohio, and time is ticking away. I have been looking for a job and praying for work. I meet this very nice family at church, Joann Rose who offered to take Amanda to school in the mornings. So I go and sign Amanda up for their Christian school at World Harvest Church and get her uniform. She was in first grade, and so cute in her uniform! Time is going by and still no job and now I have an eviction sticker on my door! Was not easy looking for work with snow on the ground and no car. So the same woman, Daisy, that started out helping me in the beginning is now turning against me and wanting all her things back. She was a lay pastor at the church. I was really beginning to feel the spiritual warfare in that environment. Big devils that I have not encountered yet. So at this point, I feel like lots of the neighbors are watching what is going on with me and I'm feeling the enemy of my soul coming against me. I will never forget that while I was taking a shower, I was crying out to God saying "what are you doing to me?"
While at church one Sunday I asked a minister to pray for me and so she then told me to be ready for her and her husband to pick me up very early in the morning. The next morning they take me to the City Hall or Veterans Building and come to find out, Ohio pays for veterans back rent and utilities when you need it. So they paid my back rent and utilities for me and I'm praising God! Not long after that, I get a job as an Apartment Manager at a community down the street. And the other manager there sells me a car for only two hundred dollars. It burned oil pretty bad, but it ran well. Now we are beginning to thrive here in Ohio.
God is faithful! He is my provider. After I have seen him fill my house with things over and over, I have no fear of not having things! And He also says in Matthew 19:29 - And every one that has forsaken houses, or brothers or sisters or father or mother or wife or children or lands for my names sake, SHALL RECEIVE A HUNDREDFOLD AND SHALL INHERIT EVERLASTING LIFE.
I KNOW I AM RICH. My daughter has asked me for things and they would just show up, somehow, somewhere. Once while praying at my apartment in Ohio, God interrupted my prayer and said "take out the trash", and I thought, I already did that. And He said it again. So I took the trash out to the dumpster outside and there was a beautiful wooden cabinet sitting there by the dumpster. So I asked a guy walking by if he could help me bring it in to my apartment. Another time, I found a very nice king size bed in the dumpster and I asked my neighbor to help me get it out and bring it in. We also found a nice bunk bed frame by dumpster for Amanda's room. Things just came from all over, each one a miracle from God! God has always been working on my humility, before I started following Him, I would have never done such a thing, as get things out of the trash and borrow things from people. He is at work in my heart! After all these years of God filling my house with things. I still haven't used up my hundred times more than what I gave up! I am rich!!!!
Tuesday, February 9, 2016
CHAPTER 6 - POURING MYSELF OUT
CHAPTER 6 - POURING MYSELF OUT Spring of 1996 Luke AFB Phx Az
I can still recall that right before I started selling everything, when God was showing me how to love; my mom and dad came to visit my daughter and I in Phoenix for the weekend. Well just as they had unloaded everything to stay, my dad tried to start a fight immediately (as he has always done in the past, he always instigated and provoked a fight). He was sitting on my couch and said "Laurie, I want to know why every time we get together that there is a fight?" And I sat next to him and put my arm around him and said "I don't know dad, I'm just going to love you no matter what." And they both got very angry and cussing saying what the ___ have we ever done to you! And what kind of religion would turn you away from your family. And I was staying calm, and saying "I'm just going to love you." They were so mad that I did not react the way I always have. My dads eyes looked blood red as they packed their things still cussing at me and left. It proved to me that this was a spiritual battle and I had to depend on God to lead me, because what just happened made no sense to me. What they actually said to me by those actions, was choose us and strife and bitterness and fighting; or choose God and love. Wow, so all of a sudden I started to understand just a little taste of what Jesus had to endure to save us. God had also put in my hands a book called "Boundaries" by Henry Cloud and Dr. John Townsend; when to say yes and when to say no. This book helped me grow up and take control of my life.
While I was yet selling and giving away everything, I was prayer walking one morning and God said go to the house that had the deliverance bible study. The one that I showed you she was operating in the spirit of Jezebel. Oh my goodness! So here I am ringing her door bell and don't even know what I'm going to say or why I'm there. I'm saying to myself, "why am I here, why am I here?" And she answers the door. I say "Hi there, I was taking a walk and just wanted to stop and talk." She was abrupt with me and said "hold on"; and left me outside for several minutes. I'm pacing, saying "what am I doing here, what am I doing here?" And then she says "come in." She leaves me standing by door inside for several minutes again. She comes back and says come back here, she brings me to the messiest room in the house. A very cluttered office room. So I sit down and say "well I'm not sure why I'm here; I will just tell you what God has been showing me. I said, each time I came to your bible study at your house, you would do something that I was not used to seeing; and I would go home and ask God what was that, was that you?" And He would show me in my bible and bible dictionary about the spirit of Jezebel. And she jumps up and says loudly "do you know what your saying, you are going to have to tell the Pastor about this." And I said "Okay." About a week goes by and then I get a phone call setting up a meeting with Pastor at church. I get there and she is already in his office. The Pastor does not pray with us, he forcefully says to me in front of her; "so what are these accusations against my lay pastor?" And I told him exactly the same thing I told her and he said "who is showing you this?" And I said "the Holy Spirit", and he says "ah fooey!" And I also said that I bought the tapes from when his guest speaker came and taught on the Spirit of Jezebel. He was writing the whole time I was talking and when I asked for a copy of his notes, he said "no". He then said "You need to apologize to my lay pastor or you cannot come back to this church." And I said "no sir, I can't do that." So he escorts me to the door, and still was not going to pray; so I stopped and prayed out loud for God to help us love each other.
So at this point, I only had a folding picnic table, and a couple folding patio chairs in my house. My mom and dad have made me choose them or God. And now the church that I thought was going to help me move on in the destiny God had for me, has kicked me out. They had an elderly man they called a senior pastor at that church who gave me a teaching paper about a week before I got kicked out. He called me wanting his paper back. And I said "oh I cant bring it to you, didn't you hear that I cant come back there." And he said that he had not heard. So I said "well if you would like to come tomorrow and prayer walk with me, I'll give it to you then." I guess I was still hanging on to a thread of hope that someone from the church was going to help me. So the next day he shows up and we walk and pray. Afterward, he wants to come in for a drink of water. While I'm getting some ice out of the refrigerator, he said, "I want to take a shower and have you wash my back." And I was shocked, caught me so much off guard! I said "oh no, no, no!" And he went to my bathroom and took a shower. I was pacing the floor the whole time he was in there praying that God would convict him. When he was done, he practically ran out of my house! About a week later, he called me and asked for my forgiveness, and I forgave him. Wow, that is rare that someone does come back and ask for your forgiveness!
The same church where God was using people to help me and deliver me, was also the same church God taught me about the spirit of Jezebel and how they were spreading fear because they were devil centered and not God centered. And I learned about that wolf in sheep clothes, that I need to be more on guard. I still love all of those people, will never forget them. Miracles happened to me there.
By faith, I followed God every step of the way. I knew that I knew that I was hearing Him and following Him. And now I am at a place that I have given up everything to follow Him and don't even know where I'm going next. And I still have faith!!! He is in control of it all!
Hebrews 11:8 - By faith Abraham when he was called to go out into a place which he should receive for an inheritance, obeyed and he went out, NOT KNOWING WHERE HE WAS GOING. 11:10 - For he looked for a city which hath foundations, whose BUILDER AND MAKER IS GOD.
An intimate relationship and following after Gods will for my life costed me everything.
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